#drugs.

[pigeonsplayground]

*pouts* it’s like you don’t even want to drug me and treat me like a customized sex doll

[mad3lyncline]

𝑵𝑨𝑻𝑨𝑳𝑰𝑬 𝑨𝑳𝒀𝑵 𝑳𝑰𝑵𝑫 & 𝑭𝑰𝑵𝑵 𝑳𝑰𝑻𝑻𝑳𝑬 . Dutton Ranch ( 2026 – ) .

[crystalline-cheeto]

I feel like drugs could go two ways for Legend and two ways only:

He uses them

2. He is super against them and despite being, yknow, his prickly self, he will not hesitate to lecture someone about the dangers of addiction and will gladly find someone resources to help them quit and if someone is a “lost cause” or denies their problems he will instead tease them mercilessly about their addiction in hopes it will inspire them to quit if only to shut him up

[wtf-is-hockey]

I have an unrelated question to anything:

Do you plan out what you want to read before hand or how do you approach it?

I ask because I assume you're super busy with life and everything and I always wonder how people structure their reading to include reading for pleasure, for educational purposes and for any other purposes.

I have adhd and I'm always looking for ways to balance my reading cause my brain is a non-cooperative pos even on my best days😭 and I miss reading so much. The only thing I can handle is re-reading the same old books cause they're familiar to my brain and easy to fall into.

Thank you for being you and for the existence of this blog. I didn't know a space like this was something I needed and would enjoy so much❤

Tbh what I read usually directly corresponds to what I’m writing. Like recently I started thinking about writing an essay about my experiences with and philosophy on suicidal ideation, so I started searching for books written about the loss of a loved one to suicide. I read a lot of stuff for research for my fic and will continue to do so. If I’m writing something academic or working on some presentation, project or even just a standard lesson for work, I read whatever I need to be educated on the topic.

However there are exceptions. For example when it was announced Hudson was gonna be in Yaga I immediately started reading Yaga. While trading Yaga I had to take several breaks to read other shit. Obviously HR inspired me to look into the GC books. So it’s not unusual for me to decide to read something because it’s the source material for something else I already know I enjoy. This is honestly very helpful. It’s often easier to read something if I already have some reason to be invested in it beyond potential enjoyment.

Sometimes I’ll read something because a friend recommended it or because it’s the latest and hottest literature going around the office on such and such pedagogy whatever.

But tbh I think for me as someone with adhd what made it easier to read more wasn’t finding like the perfect selection process so much as giving myself permission to be a bad reader. Giving myself permission to read books that are “beneath” me, giving myself permission to only read short books or even short stories or even individual poems, permission to only read a couple pages at a time, permission to read whatever I’m currently obsessed with, permission to read slowly, intermittently or while reading multiple other things. Permission to read at the “wrong” times or when I “should be doing something else.”

And really the best thing to do honestly for adhd is just find something you are fucking obsessed with lmao like something you can’t stop reading about but I know it’s not easy to just find that.

Also amphetamines of course.

[monstyrigone]

@sacriphic sent : ->

-> on her knees with those big brown eyes of hers just blinking and begging. "please daddy." it's so needy and her hips rock despite the way her arms are bound behind her. she can feel herself squeezing around the pretty plug she has in, but her pussy is so empty and that is what she's begging for, for him to fill her.

times like this are his favorite, where she's as addicted to him and what he can provide as he is to her. with her there on her knees, scraped and dug into by the tile of his laboratory's floor biting into her skin, the pretty little silver and gemstone, heart-shaped plug in her ass, neediness in her tone as she begs. but it's not enough.

not for ilmerrisan, who stands not ten feet away, syringe in one practiced hand and tourniquet already in place around too-big bicep so he shake the little vial of gold and pale blue liquid together. there's barely any of her blood in the vial, but it's enough to give it that iridescent sheen as he pulls the full dose into the syringe.

needle sinks into his skin, into the vein, and as he deposits the mix of white rabbit and angel blood into his system, he lets out a low, hefty groan. the supplies are tossed onto the nearby tool table, his hand rubbing under his nose out of habit as he moves closer to his bound little birdie.

reaching around behind her, he pulls her by the ropes tied at her wrists and forearms to hoist her to her feet, only to walk several steps away and drop himself into his chair, legs spread wide and back leaned into the leather. he pats his left thigh, where through his pants, his stiffened cock is already visible.

"prove to me you mean it when you say you want me."

[darthbloodorange]

Stumbling Across the Private After Party

Rating: Mature Universe: Marvel Cinematic Universe Pairings: Clint Barton/Laura Barton, Steve Rogers/Thor Characters: Clint Barton, Thor, Steve Rogers, Other Avengers (Mentioned) Warnings: Alcohol, Space Drugs/Aphrodisiacs, Suggestive Themes, Possibly Mildly Dub-Con (Due to Alcohol) Major Tags: Future AU, Bets & Wagers, Partying, Asgardian Liquor, Party in Avengers Tower, POV Clint Barton Word Count: 300 - Triple Drabble

Summery: Clint leaves Tony's party to call Laura and stumbles across something interesting.

For the: ✦ Fandom-Free-Bingo Build-a-Bingo: January - Advanced Chemical Aphrodisiac [Valentines Card/Smut]

Read below or on AO3 >HERE<

Clint stumbles through the empty halls of the tower, drink in hand, looking for a secluded place to call Laura.

The party was- is... It's still going- the party is great. Trust Stark to know how to throw a party.

Even Rogers was having a good time. A few of them were beginning to wonder if it was even possible. But their Captain let loose tonight and enjoyed the evening. Whatever that 'non-mortal' drink was that Thor brought from Asgard seemed to work wonders to dislodge that 20th-century stick from his ass. Rogers did know how to have fun after all.

He doesn't mind losing the bet to Natasha, especially since Stark lost too.

The party was a lot of fun, but he was missing Laura and wanted to hear her voice.

Clint turns a corner, heading to the living quarters of the tower.

He spots two people down the end of the hall, pressed up against a wall. Thor, he could make out, but his partner's face was hidden by Thor's large arm resting against the wall.

In Thor's free hand was a small, ornate silver box. "This is an aphrodisiac beyond the advancements of your mortal's science. Shall you like to partake?"

Thor's partner takes the box and opens it. Dipping a finger inside, then raising it to their obscured face.

Thor drops his arm to grab the other guy's hip, revealing the man to be their Captain.

Looks like he just won a different bet and will be collecting his money back from Natasha (to a net profit). He didn't expect Thor to be involved, though he doubts anyone did.

He certainly has a lot to tell Laura tonight. Clint moves on, leaving the two guys be.

Turns out Rogers was adjusting to the 23rd-century just fine.

THE END

[monstyrious]

thinking randomly on a thursday morning while my spawns beat each other with sticks about the what ifs of nelly on cocaine.