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Madeline McCann, 17
Spotted at: Austin City Limits Festival
Bralette: Urban Outfitters (Similar here)
Tee: Vintage
Shorts: UNIF (Similar here)
Boots: Tory Burch (Similar here)
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Conner Stevens, 20
Tee: Thrifted
Jeans: Urban Outfitters (Similar here)
Boots: Kenneth Cole (Similar here)
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Riley Panitz (Gavin Macintosh FC) is NO LONGER ON RESERVE!
and is reopen for applications!
Hi! I’m thinking about picking up character Theodore "Theo" Panitz! I wanted to know if anyone was interested in their connection, Riley Panitz?
The incredible writer that is Kirsten has spoken!! You heard her-- is anyone interested in picking up Riley Panitz (Gavin MacIntosh FC) to accompany the brother character of Theodore Panitz (Ansel Elgort FC)??!
That shirt. Conner Stevens is the cutest thing ever. Seriously, I just adore that boy.
Jonner
Jude walked along the empty street in his neighborhood kicking rocks down the road as far as he could, trying not to think about the day he had experienced. Connor hadn’t been there today, Jude didn’t know why, and the boys in his class saw the opportunity and went for it.
At first, it started just as teasing. They kept asking him if he swallowed, and Jude, of course, didn’t know what to say. He hung his head in shame just thinking about the things they had said to him. He was only in ninth grade, right? He was still young to be having sex. When the boys figured this out, they began to ask him if he even knew how to pleasure Connor, and that upset him more than the words they were saying.
He really didn’t know how to, and he wasn’t even sure if Connor wanted him. The thought made his head hurt.
It had been about two and a half years since Connor had told his dad that he was gay, and that he liked Jude. Adam had come around, letting Jude back in the house. Mr. Stevens didn’t act like Jude’s moms though. Instead of the open door rule, he shoved a box of condoms at Connor after about six months. He wanted his son to have sex. He wanted his son to be the “man” of the relationship, as Jude overheard one night. He wanted his son to be somewhat normal.
Every time this happened though, Connor blushed and stuttered. He knew Jude could hear everything. The night his dad gave him condoms, Connor accepted the box, and as soon as his dad had shut the door, he shoved them under his bed and apologized to Jude.
Jude’s attention was drawn back to the present. The street lamps were lit, and it had gotten dark a while ago. Jude was just lonely and wanted to be comforted by the one he wanted most right now, so he pulled out his phone and called Connor.
It rang a few times before Connor answered, “Hey, Jude.” His groggy voice filled his ears, and ultimately his heart. Jude remembered the Beatles song and smiled.
“Hey,” He said, trying not to sound as small as he felt.
“What’s wrong?” Connor asked immediately sounding more awake.
“Nothing, I just,” Jude paused, “I had a bad day. I miss you.” He explained.
Connor sighed, “I’m sorry Jude, I meant to tell you I was going to miss today. I needed a physical for baseball, and my dad made it like, midday. It completely slipped my mind.” He explained.
Jude stayed silent, just listening to Connors breathing. “Are you mad at me?” Connor asked.
“What? N-no. Sorry, I—”
“Jude, why don’t you come over? Maybe tomorrow?” Connor asked, “You could tell me about your bad day.”
“Can I come now?” Jude asked, his voice quiet and small, trying his hardest not to let the tears slip through the cracks in his voice.
“What will your moms say?” Connor asked. Jude heard shuffling, like Connor was sitting up in bed.
“They went down for the weekend to visit Jesus at school. Mariana is in charge, and she’s having Matt over so she asked me to go sleep at a friend’s house.” Jude explained. Brandon and Callie had both been in college for a year at this point, leaving Marianna the oldest at home.
“Of course you can come, Jude. My dad is here, but he won’t have a problem with it.” He told him, “But you shouldn’t walk alone. I don’t want you to get hurt.”
“I’m already halfway there.” Jude said.
“What?” Connor asked, and Jude could hear the panic. That was quite the overreaction on his part.
“It’s okay, Connor. I’ve walked to your house before.” Jude said, smiling a bit.
“Yeah, no, I know it’s just that, well—” He could hear Connor putting on shoes, yelling to his dad that he’d be right back, and the door slamming, “Stay where you are Jude. Stay in the light. Please.” Connor sounded almost pleading.
“Uh, sure.” Jude said walking to the nearest light. Connor would find him within a couple of minutes. He knew how to get to Jude’s house; he’d find Jude along the way without even asking.
“I’m sorry, it’s just that a couple of the guys from the baseball team have been getting nasty with me. They threatened you, and I don’t want you walking alone at night.” Connor’s breathing became a bit heavier, and he could hear his footsteps pounding on the ground. He was running.
“It wouldn’t happen to be Jared and Clay, would it?” Jude asked, sitting on the curb.
“Yeah, mostly. Why? They say something?” Connor asked. Jude looked up the street and saw Connor coming around the corner.
“I’ll tell you in a minute.” Jude said, already feeling better now that he was with Connor. He hung up the phone and began walking down to Connor. He never stopped running, and ran right into Jude, lifting him off his feet and swinging him around twice. Connor kissed him, and put him back down, keeping him close.
“I missed you,” He whispered, kissing him again. Jude pulled his head away from his broad chest.
“I missed you too.” He hugged Connor as if he hadn’t seen him in days. Jude didn’t want to let go, but Connor wrapped an arm around his shoulders and they began to walk to his house.
“You don’t have any clothes with you?” Connor asked looking for an overnight bag.
“No, didn’t really think about it.” Jude said, his eyes cast down at the ground. Connor saw him chewing on his lip nervously.
“What happened?” He asked, wanting to continue the conversation.
“Just a bad day.” Jude answered, again.
“I know, but what happened?” Connor asked, looking at Jude’s face. Jude didn’t look him in the eye, and Connor knew he was probably ashamed.
“Clay and Jared were just being homophobic asshats.” Jude said, Connor wanted to laugh when he heard Jude curse. It almost never happened.
“What did they say?” Connor asked, finding himself mad all of the sudden. He wasn’t sure if it was aimed more toward Jared and Clay for messing with Jude, or himself for not being there.
“They were just…” Jude hesitated, and Connor saw the blush creeping down his neck, “They were, um, asking me a lot of things I didn’t understand about… um… us?” He stuttered.
“Like… uhm, intimate stuff?” Connor asked. Jude tried to make himself not look as mortified as he felt when he nodded his head. Connor, on the other hand, was fuming. He cleared his throat, and tried to speak in an even tone trying not to let his anger show, “What kind of things did they say, Jude?”
Jude was silent, not wanting to answer but also wanting to know what Connor would say.
“Well, it, uh, started when, um…” Jude scratched the back of his neck, “ClayaskedmeifIswallow.” He said, the words coming out in a rush.
Connor’s eyes grew wide, “They asked you… what?” he said, clearly enraged.
“Yeah, and that wasn’t the end of it. They kept… I don’t know, being mean? Asking a bunch of stuff I didn’t understand. Like… sexual things and I wasn’t sure and then,” Jude said, wiping frustrated tears from his eyes, “They asked if I even knew how to “please you” or if I would even “do it”. I was just… I don’t know. Mortified.” Jude said, crossing his arms against his chest.
“And I know, yeah, I don’t know a lot about sex, and that we haven’t really gone very far, but it’s none of their business and they just made me feel so incredibly uncomfortable.” He paused, and Connor knew this was what Callie called word vomit. When he started talking about something and it really made him mad, he couldn’t stop.
“I just think it’s inappropriate, and they treated me like a girl, except they would never say things like that to a girl or it would be considered sexual harassment.” Jude said, finishing his rant. Connor liked the fact that he opened up to him about this so easily. He used to blush and not say anything when it came to things like this.
“We could get them in trouble for sexual harassment, you know.” Connor told him. They turned into Connor’s driveway.
“No, I just want you there. They never say anything when you’re around.” Jude said, quiet again.
“Jude, don’t be so down on yourself. They’re just what you said they are. Homophobic asshats.” Connor said, stopping and hugging Jude. Jude gripped his shoulders tight, and tried not to cry. He was just glad Connor was here.
“You still want me though, right?” Jude whispered into Connor’s shoulder.
“What?” Connor asked, pulling him away so he could look at his face, the rest of their bodies flush up against each other.
“You still want me even though we haven’t had sex or anything?” Jude asked, a few tears finally sliding down his face.
Connor wiped the tears, “Jude, you’re the only one I want. That stuff will come with time, and when or if it does, it’s just an added bonus. I want you because I love you. Not for sex, even though I would love to show you how much you mean to me. I will wait for you until you’re ready, and then some.” Connor said, looking Jude in the eyes. Jude was hung up on what he said.
“You… love me?” Jude asked, fully realizing what Connor had just said. Connor nodded.
“I do. I was waiting to tell you.” He said.
“I… I love you too.” Jude told him. Hearing Jude say it made Connor’s heart swell. He knew how difficult it was for Jude to say things like that. He had been abandoned so much in his life, Callie had told him Jude might never admit to loving him. She said Jude would always be afraid Connor would walk away, or hurt him.
Connor leaned down and kissed Jude, gentle at first. It was a very chaste kiss, but this one made him want more.
“Let’s go upstairs.” Connor told him.
Person: The thing with Jude and Conner on The Fosters is so wierd because-
Me: Hoe don't do it.
Person: - they don't ACT gay.
Me: Oh my god.
So like, did Jesus die or something? My player crapped out on me and wouldn't let me watch the. Last. Five. Minutes. *que screeching tires* But yeah really. The last I saw Jude told Callie he and Connor are boyfriends (hallelujah) and Marina did some cool light thing with the dancers. I'd appreciate any and all fill in.