It was hard for Charlie to remember the last time someone told him he had done good - and meant those words. Not a victim of a con believing his lies, not his mother repeating platitudes when illness had her too far gone; but a genuine compliment that suggested that, deep down, the grifter had some hidden goodness in his soul.
He didn't - it was wasted on a guy like him, surely. But when Clark said it, it felt like Charlie was the one falling for some cosmic scam. It was impossible (it had to be) but slowly, he started to take these words to heart; and before long, Clark had him feeling things.
Good things - beyond the self-loathing the the cynicism.
Deep down, the conman blamed it all on Clark's biology - surely those from Krypton could manipulate his thoughts or emotions; Charlie was willing to believe almost anything about aliens at that point in his life, after feeling like the Earth's greatest fool for not realizing who Clark Kent truly was; but now that the secrets were no more, he struggled to understand the nervousness that seemed to be controlling Kal at that moment.
"What is it, Kal?" Charlie frowned at him, leaning backwards in the bed - he was only half-dressed after shower and Kal's looks had suggested that putting on anything would be a waste of time, a need Charlie was just too happy to oblige after so long dancing around each other's presence, "What is wrong?"
— from @connfidencegame, unprompted.
The day had gone so well that it felt... well, natural to get here, at the risk of sounding like a big cheese. Over the past few weeks, following the arrest of Claudia Manchester, he'd taken Charlie to dinners, two movies, and even a space museum, and after the last date ended in a passionate kiss that left Kal breathless in front of Charlie's door, it had taken every ounce of self-control he had not to muscle into his apartment and shove him against the nearest solid surface. Charlie hadn't invited him up, and so Kal would respect him for it.
Today, though, it was Kal who invited Charlie in. And it was Kal who kissed Charlie as he guided him into his home, only tangentially remembering to lock the door behind him until minutes were spent against the counter of his kitchen.
"I want more," he'd whispered then, hands carefully squeezing Charlie's waist. And then Charlie said yes, and Kal's heart jumped into his throat.
He didn't argue Charlie's need for a shower, certain that that was a thing people did before sleeping together. He'd even sat with his back to the bathroom to make sure he didn't accidentally peer at him with his X-ray vision. Then when Charlie came out, and they kissed some more, and Kal's heart fluttered because oh, he smells like my shampoo, the man found his way on his bed with such ease it was like a tornado went through his room.
Kal's shirt came off easily. Then his belt was undone, his pants unfastened, and as he crawled into bed and thought about the feel of Charlie's naked skin against his own...
Frankly, he didn't realise he'd frozen until Charlie spoke up.
Kal blinked. His hand was on Charlie's cheek, and the other was resting on his waist. "Oh.
"No, I... nothing's wrong." The word felt too negative, especially when his blood was still pumping warm in his veins. Kal chuckled sheepishly, shaking his head. "Definitely, absolutely, certainly nothing wrong, I just thought... I realised..."
He licked his lips, meeting Charlie's eyes with a sheepish little twinkle in his own.
"No-one's seen me down there. Not until you. And I'm not nervous, I'm excited, but I also never told you..." Kal sat back, and in an attempt to stay connected kept his hands atop both of Charlie's thighs. "I'm not, uh, completely human-shaped. Down there."










