#conplaint

[sorbet--shark]

Dear tumblr dot com

If I go to like something I already liked, I don’t want to unlike it. I like it but forgot that I already liked it. Stop unliking it. I like it. Even if I liked it two minutes ago.

Thanks,

I forget stuff

[anxietys-room]

So I've been complaining about my neighbors noise in our apartment cuz it's really loud and hard to focus/nap. I've called and reported them a few times hoping it would help make them stop but I just found out my husband told them it wasn't that loud and that I'm just being overly sensitive about it so now they aren't stopping and I don't know what to do about it.

You have to stick up for yourself. It’s hard, but you need to face them. Go to their number, talk to them, explain that while it may be overactive sensitivity, it’s still important to keep yourself safe. If you feel it’s too loud, other people should respect that, not sat you’re overreacting, that’s kind of low. Tell them that it’s too loud for you, that your ears are much more perceptible to noise, and that it matters. I sincerely hope this gets worked out soon, love. Good luck.

-mod Nes

[browneyesandhair]

Ugh porqué

So today I didn’t have the foresight not to have dinner made by my host mom. So it starts out with the soup I hate because it’s just like a creamy vegetable with nothing substantial about it. Then she puts a fried something on the plate with tomato slices. So I cut into it and I ask what it is. Because I’m seeing pink. So if it’s chicken that’s a no go and I don’t think she’d give me tuna. But i eat a piece right quick because i don’t want her to think I’m an ungrateful American. Even if i am an ungrateful American. I hope it’s not tuna because I don’t like tuna. Anyway when she says chicken and cheese. I’m like holdup this is pink. But I said red because I forgot how to say pink in spanish. And she’s like red wtf and holds it up to the lamp. So she’s like let me go dry this up some more. So I start eating the tomatoes and she put salt on them which was not needed. And a minute later gives me the fried chicken back. So I cut it in the middle and this time the chicken is totally white.

Thank goodness tomorrow I’m eating with my professor from my school back in the us. But also like idk if anyone else is going to that or who would be going to that. I’ve only really interacted with one person from my school since being here because he’s in my class. And one girl I know from club soccer. But that was like a minute conversation not super promising.

Anyway since I’m complaining I might as well get it all off my chest. It’s 1:47 am and like ten minutes ago my hostmom creepily is whispering my name through the door but like I get it she doesn’t know if I’m asleep. But she just wanted to tell me it’s raining and make sure the windows closed. Which it kinda is honestly. Well i mean that in the sense that no rain is coming in which is what she’s concerned about. But the window is basically always open because she smokes and I hate the smell. Its literally on everything in this apartment.

[toaoti-a]

Okay but I saw something the other day that really pissed me off, like it really made me feel some type of way. Of we're writing together and you haven't communicated with me that you no longer want to do that and you use a detail ( be it minor or major ) that was in the story we choose to write between OUR muses for another ship, I'm gonna be upset. Like everything I write for our muses will stay in our story, even if I never write with you again.

[myjoyandsorrows]

Im so worried about my future and that I'm gonna be alone and miserable for the rest of my life.

[urbanlinguine]

auughh they made photobucket all stupid what the heck?

the format doesn't even work for anything, and the stickers are five-year old flavoured!!! this rant doesn't even make sense!!!! GAH!!

[f0llow-the-signs]

1/29/12 10:33pm

so it's been a year and three months since Shyla and I dated. another reminder of me being a worthless piece of shit. I lonely faggot who will stay alone. I started to talking to this girl char, she is the most beautiful fucking girl Ever. I had a huge crush on her last year yet we didn't talk much. I started talking to her through texts and we got pretty close. we decided we liked each other and planned to hang out. she got sick both times. we stayed up till 4 in the fucking morning. texting the whole day being cute and shit. it was the happiest I've ever been in my life I swear to fucking god. she made me so happy and I swear she is the most perfect girl ever. she randomly texts me one day telling me it won't work out. I waited a little and talked to her about it and she said she just really doesn't understand her feelings for me right now and didn't want me to fall for her and then end it. even though I fell. fell really. fucking. hard for her. I feel like such a fucking idiot. also I had a flashback today and fucking blacked out. I don't think I've written on here about what happened. I have PTSD for being raped almost every day for two years. 2nd-4th grade. I came out as bisexual in 8th grade. experimented with a guy in 9th felt really weird. couldn't stop crying and when he looked at me I saw someone else's face. didn't understand. two days later I attempted suicide for the first time. I thought I was straight. same thing happens with a different guy and I don't remember it at all besides crying afterwords. obviously they are together. I had a flashback because someone else in therapy was talking about how he was raped. then my mind was racing and I couldn't stop thinking about it. I started bawling crying ran outside rode my board to where I was going found a parking lot and started cutting it was terrible

[noodullz]

K-Pop concert in NYC

OK first I can't go to SM Town live (still trying to get over that)... and now the free k-pop concert that's supposed to be on October 9th is about to get cancelled if KBS can't find another location for it. Seriously if this concert gets cancelled I think I'll cry.... T_T