Just a catch up on my stressful life right now.
-Blake is going in to a massive autistic meltdown and i’m worried about leaving him alone for at least a week, his depression is getting deeper. it’s also his 21st birthday on tuesday but it looks like he’ll be spending it alone
-I’m having to leave him as my youngest sister has now just been made homeless, and social services are ready to throw her back in to living with my abusive mother, and I need to prevent this alone and i have no-one to talk to about it, and i wont lie, i don’t know what i can do about it . Social are known for lying and have been sitting on this abuse for the past 20yrs. I can’t have her living with me bc blake can’t deal with it and i will not be made to choose between these people so there’s the guilt that blake and i have over something we can’t control plus trying to save my sisters life yolo
-i have to find the money to pay for a solicitor to make social do stuff and protect my sister.
-i have to find somewhere to stay in stoke while this happens
-i have a 2000 word essay to research and write in this time period
-i have to be in salford for a promotion that I 100% CANNOT MISS
-I have sisters that are trying to sabotage my other sisters ability to speak for herself and are trying to stop her from being free of abuse, for fun
-i have unreliable people surrounding me and i 100% can only rely on myself for anything
-i have only just leveled out of my overdraft from working 60+hr weeks but now I’m going to have to spend on solicitors and accommodation and food and travel and possibly a child
-did i mention i also need to move house and sort out my shifts/work and also clean my house and do an exam which i need to prep for and also do the reading for this esssssaaaaay??????
i gotta be in 20places at once doing multiple things and literally cannot get anyone else to do it what is my life











