#constant tears

[jmgangel]

Let’s go back…to our true reality (Affectionate but tragic).

[mindtheheadspace]

Christmas Eve

It's now Christmas Eve Day.

1:24am exact.

My dad is still in the hospital but at least his arm has finally been fixed.

Mom is officially in Florida and doesn't pick up her phone until it fancies her to.

I've been freaking out. I can't focus sometimes, thinking about how far away she is and what could go wrong and what has been going wrong.

She had even lied at first about when she left. She said she was in PA. But she hadn't even left yet. She lied that they were at dinner then going back to the hotel to sleep. Nope. Still home. For a week. She didn't see me the whole time.

I've cried far too much lately. I've felt so sick. I shake. I lose focus. I cry off and on. But the show must go on so I have to suck it up and put in a smile.

The phrase "It is what it is has" has become too commonly said. I hate it. I never want to hear those words ever again in my life.

I'm so upset. I was invited to a friends house for christmas eve dinner but it hurts to be around other families. I shouldn't bother them. I'm afraid to be around them. I'm too miserable.

Christmas day I'm going to my best friends moms house. She is like family. I can imagine she is my mother. She does care about me. I can pretend it's my own family for the day and try to enjoy my time. But I'm so scared and sad to face the day. I feel like in the end it will let me down. I won't have a card or anything from dad or mom. It's going to depend on friends to allow me to join them for the holidays.

I'm just so sad. I know I need to just get over it. I'm so tired of having to give up. On giving up my hope of being close to my mom. I'm giving up hope of a healthy relationship with either parents.

I'm just sad. And I want the month to be over with.

[refivedsos]

A meme that understands our pain

-Molly

(all memes are homemade by the admins)

[bookwyrmstudies]

June Day 14: Tears

The Book Thief was just so beautiful and sad, but happy at the same time. The last 100 pages had me in constant tears, even more so with Death’s narration (hands down my favourite narrator ever).

[patheticwhimsy]

Honestly when I reached the end of ds9 I cried

i finished ds9 months ago and i have not stopped crying since

[fatbottomsquirrel]

Never, ever, in my life, have I loved someone the way I love Joe Mazzello. I need help. This is unhealthy.

[inquisitorshepardcommander]

I get reaaaaaaally emotional after the Temple of Mythal mission.

Everyone’s just...so supportive and relieved that it’s almost over. Dorian is all fired up to go make his home country better and Leliana wants to make the Chantry better and accepting and get rid of the Circles, Cassandra is proud of me, and Varric just wants everything to be normal again even Solas manages to be nice, and I’m over here crying my eyes out...

BECAUSE COLE.

Cole talking about the first Cole just...kills me. 

[terrymcginis]

do you ever cry at terry’s face???