exile
This constant struggle with the existential vacuum takes us a long time.

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exile
This constant struggle with the existential vacuum takes us a long time.
I'm still here, I'm still fighting. Today I found out I lost another friend who was dealing with health issues. My heartaches, but it's like I hear screaming to get back into shape and take this seriously. Yes, I'm still in pain, but I know it's all weight related. Once step at a time because that's all I can do. Trying to stay positive and keep pushing myself. I really just needed a break. Work stress, the feeling of defeat from continually failing my Korean test, and the weight gain just had me really wanting to give up everything. At that time I just watched a lot of AGT, listened to worship music, and I wanted to, but felt I couldn't even pray. I just spent lots of nights crying and not being able to sleep. In the middle of last week I decided to finally get back up and shake this off. I have too many goals and a little cheerleader pushing me and believing her mommy can do anything, so I will do everything I can to make it. #journeytofreedom #trustGod #depressionisreal #constantstruggle #keepfighting (at 원주무실동) https://www.instagram.com/p/BztyUk6HZ-D/?igshid=zwnhworlzdea
Tour starts in two days but I don’t want to have anything spoiled but at the same time I do ugh
OMG this is SO much better than I was expecting! Now I’m torn whether to keep or put in the shop. 🙈 #constantstruggle #stephenking #deskcalendar
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Lmao. NOT THIS DAY SATAN!! I bind thee and thy evil ways!!! #foreverABattle #constantstruggle WHOEVER SAYS ITS EASY, DON'T TRUST THEM. THEY CANT BE TRUSTED!!! (at LA Fitness Akers Mill)
TO PANT OR NOT TO PANT. #constantstruggle #tatesarahvegas (at Palms Casino Resort)