#constructyourself

[horyu-ji]

constructyourself thought I was tall because of my thinness.

bakka-rero reblogged a pic of my face because he thought I was Mary Elizabeth Winstead.

I don't even

You'd better ask Santa for a new pair of eyes, my dears.

[horyu-ji]

Tagged by constructyourself

1. Have you ever had a supernatural experience? What happened? I don't believe in such things, but yes, I've been through a couple of experiences I couldn't explain rationally. Things that move and fall by themselves in front of my eyes, hearing strange voices a couple of times... But that could be pretty much anything, really. 2. What were you like in middle school? I wasn't as selfish, conceited and moody as I am now, and I was pretty outgoing. However, I wasn't so determined to improve myself (in every sense) as I am now. My grades and hobbies haven't changed much, though. 3. What song would use to define your day today? I am close to a boss battle right now, so...

4. What is the most attractive trait a person can have? I can't choose only one. If we forget about looks, I need a geek who is a good listener and kind of broken inside. A 19th-Century nihilist, haha! 5. What is the least attractive trait a person can have? Something I hate lately is the attitude of those who speak as if they had a fucking written script. Guess hypocrisy and falsehood are traits I can't take. 6. How do you feel about yourself in this moment? Pretty disappointed. My willforce is shit, I'm too self-indulgent and I don't trust my skills at all. Plus my brain doesn't seem to want to speak Japanese, and that's so frustrating. 7. What’s your favorite place you ever traveled to? Where would you like to visit? India is one of the most wonderful places I've ever been to - I wish I knew more about its language and culture. However, right now my dream destinations for a vacation are Scotland or somewhere in Northern Europe. 8. How many people do you trust completely? I know several people who can be trusted, but I trust one only. 9. Are you excited for anything? YES. Am I fucking going to Japan next year or what?! 10. Did you feel guilty when you first began masturbating? I guess not really. I was too young to really understand... Like most of us?

[zombiesandtattoostho]

Questions tagged by thismakesusfit

The rules: Always post the rules Answer the questions of the person that tagged you and create 11 new ones Tag 11 people and link them Let them know they’ve been tagged

1. If you could go back in time and erase one moment, what would it be? Hmm, I like to think I have no regrets. But to be honest, if that Friday night had never happened everything would be a hell of a lot easier right now hah.

2. What is your favorite holiday and why? Halloween because zombies.

3. How would you describe your fashion style in three words? Boring, Average, Uninteresting. ;)

4. What was your favorite childhood TV show? Pokemon obvs.

5. Why did you decide to create a Tumblr? Because Bekah inspired me!

6. If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be? Lasagne omg.

7. What is/was your worst subject in school? I didn't have a bad subject, I was one of those kids.

8. What’s your favorite song at the moment? It's always Skin and Bones by Marianas Trench, fuck.

9. What is your favorite snack at the movies? I don't snack at movies. :(

10. If you could have any animal as a pet, what would you choose? A dionsaur.

11. What would you choose to do on your dream date? Lol something ridiculous like getting naked and jumping into a river in the middle of winter and getting really wasted and laughing at everything and talking and fucking and then doing it all again.

My Questions: 1.What is your favourite thing to do when you're sad? 2. What's your favourite book and why? 3. If you could escape into any fictional world, which would it be? 4. Honestly, how good is your life right now? 5. Who are your close friends, and what do they mean to you? 6. If you had to pick one day of your life to relive forever, which would it be? 7. What is your favourite part of yourself? 8.What is your least favourite part of yourself? 9. Do you believe in love? 10. Ideally, what would you be doing right now? 11. If you could only watch one film for the rest of your life, what would it be? 

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tomorrowistoast replied to your post: New Job!

Congrats!!!!

constructyourself replied to your post: New Job!

Good luck, dude

dedicaition replied to your post: New Job!

This sounds exciting :) Yay you!

Thanks guys! I'm loving it so far :) I definitely feel like this is what I was meant to do!

[progressiveresistance]

All those weight-lifting questions are good ones but I'll just ask a few. 4, 14, 18 & 20.

4. Thoughts on steroid use?

On the one hand, to be perfectly honest, I just don’t care that much. You want to do it?  Fine.  You don’t?  Fine.  What I do care about, though, is the disingenuity and coyness that surrounds it (IFBB pros giving non-answers to questions about it and not getting challenged, or flat-out denying it when anybody with eyes can see they look like cartoon characters).  I also don’t like the polarized nature of debate about them.  You have the anti-steroid camp being all “Steroids: NOT EVEN ONCE!!!  OMG you’ll turn into Ben Affleck in that TV movie and punch your mother and wreck your house noooooo, for the love of god noooooooo”, then you have the pro-steroid camp saying “It’s all propaganda!  Steroids cure heart disease and AIDS and cancer and find homes for puppies and kitties and make you strong like bull!!”  The current climate in the US makes it very hard to just have a rational discussion about steroids which, I’m willing to bet, are not a one-way ticket to an early grave with bulging muscles and shrunken testicles, and are ALSO not a completely safe, never dangerous miracle panacea.  It also muddies the water and makes it hard to know who for sure is on them and thus hard to know what the human body is capable of without supranormal hormone levels.

Also, I know we who don’t demonize steroids aren’t suppose to speak ill of those who use them because their personal choice blah blah blah freedomcakes, but I have no particular respect for people who use them over what I would have for someone who doesn’t.  Why?  Because someone who tries compete without steroids in an arena where they most likely being used is accepting and trying to overcome what amounts to a handicap in order to succeed in that field.  Look at it this way: In a given field of physical performance, the first person to use steroids was trying to gain an advantage.  The people who started using after that were trying to level the playing field.  Anybody who refuses to, if there are people who are using, is trying equal the achievements of his/her competitors without taking advantage of the supranormal hormone levels they have.  And the fact of the matter is, when steroids are involved you’re not seeing what the human body can do, you’re seeing what it can do when it’s chemically enhanced.  If that’s what you want to see, cool, no problem.  But don’t misrepresent it. 

So that’s my view on steroids.  Just be honest about them.  Put logic and biology and chemistry first and your agenda second.

14. Did you make mistakes when you first started that now you think about & cringe?

So much curling, so little deadlifting (and so little consistency…)

18. Free weights or machines?

In the main, free weights.  I find them more versatile and more satisfying.  I think machines can have their place for certain populations and certain goals, but I’m all about free weights.

20. Anyone out there who inspired you to take up working out or you found out about through it & inspires you to always carry on?

Answered :)