Mar 26, 2014
I love to live, hate feeling helpless, so negativity stems from just laying there :/ Now I understand why people stop treatment too. It’s a horrible reliving of your nightmares with the first endless and tortuous battle with Lyme, where the end of the road seems so damn far away. Either live with chronic pain and symptoms you have when not on treatment, or treat for who knows how long, or how horrible the herx symptoms may be day to day, all to not be sure if the disease is truly gone, or just in remission. This is my battle now. Wait to continue treatment and feel better for now, or keep trucking.