#controlme

[usthroughmyeyes]

It’s been 4 years since we “broke up” and yet you still have so much control over my life. I try so hard to move on. Push you out of my life.

You hurt me. You manipulated me. You Broke me down. And yet at the same time loved me so hard. you saw deeper inside me than I could ever. You could fix anything with one word. And you could destroy me with the second.

You controlled every aspect of my life, you controlled what I wore, who I talked to, how I spoke, how I acted, who I saw. What I did. For years

For years you were with me every second of my life. We lived together. We worked together. We had the same friends. There was not a moment we weren’t together for years. And then you left.

You left because it was your dream. And I supported it. But when you left I was alone. No contact. I crashed. I got so used to you controlling everything I forgot how to live.

Your friends tried to warn me. Told me they could see what you were doing. But I loved you.

You came home and I told you how I didn’t want to be hurt anymore and that I needed time and you agreed.

I made mistakes but you did to. But through all of it you controlled everything. I tried to move on from you and you destroyed multiple relationships. Made me do things I’d never do. For you. So I could be yours again. Then you pushed me down.

“I love you, I want you, marry me.” To “fuck you, we can’t be together. We should stop talking”. Over and over again because you.

You know that you can come back into my life any time you want and I’ll welcome you with open arms.

But then you toss me to the side again. You like to hurt me.

[shilpa2508]

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[reinaldoteles]

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[lavenderlistens]

#vanjess x #controlme

[cosmicillusion]

Control Freaks 101... If someone defines you, even in subtle ways, they are pretending to know the unknowable. There is a quality of fantasy to their words and sometimes to their actions. Even so, they are usually unaware of the fact that they are playing “let’s pretend.” They fool themselves and sometimes others into thinking that what they are saying is true or that what they are doing is right. When people “make up” your reality—as if they were you—they are trying to control you, even when they don’t realize it. —Evans, Patricia (2009), Controlling People (p. 58). Adams Media. Control is a big problem in relationships—romantic, professional, familial, friendship. When people control you, they “make up” your reality, as Evans puts it. They don’t respect you the way you are. They want to change you, make you different, more similar to the image they have or want to have of you. They want to make you fit their reality, so they don’t have to face the fact that their reality may be wrong. Control can be ever so subtle, hidden behind the pretense of help, advice, a suggestion, or a joke. But it is none of those things—it is a conscious or subconscious attempt to rip out your soul and put in a new one: The one they created. If you recognize controlling people and stand up to them, then the controller loses. He or she fails to replace your inner self with the one they created. The problem is: Most people do not know how to recognize controlling people. Why? Because most controllers are expert, and subtle in their approaches. They have refined their techniques over many years, and they take over your life when you least expect it. And then the real you is gone, or at least hidden away. It can take some people years to rediscover their true selves after leaving a controller’s orbit. Controllers are hard to spot and can turn the tables on you. As Evans points out, “when a Controller hears a plea such as, ‘Please don’t talk to me like that,’ the Controller will usually say something like, ‘I don’t need to be attacked like that,’ or, incredibly, ‘You’re trying to control me,' or, ‘I don’t know why you have to start a fight just when everything’s going fine.’" (Evans 2009. Controlling People, p. 128). Or they might make up excuses for their behavior: “It was well meant”; “I was just giving you some advice”; “If you want to accomplish all the things you say you do, then you really ought to think about how you behave”; “If I don’t tell you, no one else will”; “Come on, I was just kidding.” People who are under the spell of a controller are often just that—under a spell. They may start believing the story the controller tells them, and then they can no longer find themselves within the collection of illusions that he or she has installed in them. Still, waking up from the spell and finding one's true self can be done, if one is willing and courageous enough to find his or her own boundaries and find a way to separate reality from fiction. Image by— Sara Ritches