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[shimeiren]

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[mental-health-advice]

(tag cooleggs) when i was younger I'd read fanfic about /very/ underage kids and I feel horrible about it. I don't want to touch a child, I've never thought about children as anything other than squishy and innocent. I don't know what to do. I have ocd and at the time I was preoccupied with worrying about being a pedophile. I looked at these as a compulsion and eventually I guess got turned on by the sex aspect, probably the concept of domination? Oh that sounds so disgusting..,,,,, I'm horrible

pt2 of cooleggs ask: Ihave to restate that I am not attracted to children in any way, and never was.I just feel so so guilty because I used that as a way of getting the dominationstuff instead of stories with adults. Please tell me I'm not disgusting. If Iam, don't lie to me. Idk what to do????

Hi lovely <3

You aren’t disgusting atall! Look at what you just said, you said that you are not attracted tochildren and that you feel really guilty about what happened. You regret whathappened and you are worried about being disgusting, all of those things showme that you aren’t disgusting at all!

It definitely sounds tome like you were acting on your obsessive thoughts as a compulsion but I wantyou to know that reading any kind of sexual stories can turn people on. It isn’tnecessarily the age of the characters but it is more the actual act that isbeing described and written about. Reading anything of a sexual nature can turnpeople on, regardless of the age of the characters and it’s okay that your bodyhad this natural reaction. It doesn’t make you disgusting to react to thingsthat you’re reading. You aren’t acting on anything you don’t view children inthat way.

What I also want you to tryand think about is that this is all in the past. You are not in that place, youare not doing anything wrong and it is okay to move forward. What has happened,has happened and that’s okay, you haven’t done anything wrong and it’s okay tomove forward. Do you see anyone about your OCD lovely because I think thattalking to a professional about these past thoughts and events would be reallygood for you, they can help you to learn how to move forward from them so thatyou can move forward!

Please do remember thatyou aren’t disgusting at all! Everything is completely okay.

I hope that this helpsand that you’re doing okay today! Please remember that we are always here foryou if you need anything!

Lots of love andcuddles,

Paige <3

[mental-health-advice]

have you answered an ask tagged cooleggs?

Hi there :)We have quite a backlog at the moment so I’m afraid we haven’t answered your ask yet. You can keep track of roughly where it is in the queue via our tag list. Once it has been answered, you’ll be able to find it by entering ‘cooleggs’ into the search bar on the top left hand side of the MHA page. Lots of love, Beth xxx