‘ i told you that no matter what you did i’d be by your side. ’ / coophunts
🔪ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ I KNOW. I KNOW. YOU ARE MY ANGEL , MY DREAM COME TRUE. OUR SOULS HAVE BECOME ONE THE MOMENT WE LOCKED EYES. I know you mean that from the bottom of your heart, I never doubted your kindness, not even for a second. You have proven to me just how loyal you are, how forgiving you are and wholesome. Sometimes I think I may wake up from this BEAUTIFUL DREAM , AND I PRAY ( and it may come to a surprise to you, betty. i am not a believer of god, never been part of a religion, never saw the point. ) BUT I PRAY , THAT I NEVER WAKE UP.
❝ I-I never had anyone like you, Betty. Someone wanting to there for me, my number one supporter. Never knew what it felt like to have someone there for you, to be able to turn around and see your FACE SMILING back at me, it's... it's... thank you, Betty. ❞ YOU CAEFULLY READ THROUGH BECK'S NOVEL , AFTER WE TALKED OF HER DEATH , AND AFTER I DECIDED I DIDN'T WANT TO HIDE THINGS FROM YOU. And though it led to horrors, you never turned to me and said her death was my fault. I told you it would explain everything.
The trauma I've dealt with, the lies that devoured me. I wouldn't--- didn't dare hide that away from you, and instead shared my past with you. And you accepted it. Accepted me. You Betty Cooper are wonderful, incredible. The corner of my lips curl upwards, I cup your face in the palms of my hand, leaning forward to press our lips together. Let's cherish this moment, just the two of us--- to new beginnings. I'VE SHARED MY DARKEST SECRETS WITH YOU , fearful that you'd have push me away once you discovered what a mess my past was before we met.
Thought you would blame me for Beck's death, but you didn't do that. You comfort me, you loved me. When I mention Love, because once Beck was out of the box, so was Love. I wanted to move forward with you, let go of all that HANUTS ME.
Maybe I didn't get into full details what happened to Love, but does that really matter ? She was going to kill me, Betty. She wasn't right in the head, she would have killed you too if we had ever crossed path. I had to get rid of her, but you can't know that. Not yet, perhaps one day. I told you I never had a relationship as faithful as ours, and I mean that. It's because of you I DREAM AGAIN. It's because of you I NOW BELIEVE IN TRUE LOVE , AND SOULMATES. You made me believe again, and I thank you for that. ❝ Thank you for understanding.... I hope my past.... hasn't scared you off. I just... I wanted you to know exactly what I was going through. And that I wanted to put it all behind me.... to move forward without GHOST. You.... oh you, Betty Cooper, make me the happiest man alive. I love you, Betty Cooper. I'm always on your side.❞
Brushing the padding of my thumb against the apple of your cheeks, your skin smooth underneath the bottom of my fingers, your emerald irises BRIGHT & GLEAMING with such beauty. I whisper sweet nothings to you, forehead against forehead as I rock our bodies back and forth together, no music plays but I sway us together as if there was.