My trip is far from over but no other moment will be quite as intense and impactful as this one. I'm a writer, and yet, no word comes to mind to describe the ocean of emotions I've felt upon entering El Tahona and all the other monasteries and churches. Before I arrived, my mother kept on telling me "keep your Egyptian ID available at all times because they will ask to see it when you want to enter." For those of you who don't know, Egyptian IDs have the individual's religion written on them. I completely forgot that I can show them my cross if my ID isn't with me. Since it was my second day in the homeland, I was both tired and excited to start this "pilgrimage." I was so happy to visit El Tahona and as soon as I came close to the gate, I was told to show my ID. And before I started rummaging through my bag, because of course I have to put it in an odd place, the older gentleman looked at me and told me it was alright to go through. And when I asked him why, he only smiled and pointed at my wrist and told me in Arabic "دي علامة النصارى" or, "this is the sign of the Christians." While the English may sound neutral, there is a deeper meaning in Arabic. This term has many definitions attached with the history of Christianity in Egypt. And for some reason, I couldn't help but chuckle at the man. Because history repeats itself. There is a tradition behind Coptic Christians receiving the Cross tattoo on their wrists. This tradition is painted a violent red. This tradition is what kept Christianity alive for so long. This tradition, that was once started to differentiate the Arabs from the native population of Egypt, was what allowed me to enter into MY prayer house. And while you might tell me to stop whining because it isn't a big deal, it is. I should not need to show a sign of my identity to enter the House of God. Now, don't get me wrong, I'm proud of my faith. And those of you who know me outside of church know that I seldom stop talking about it. For God's sake I'm getting my Master's Degree in it!! Anyway, I stood there dumbfounded and to be honest, a little sad, and I don't know if I did a good job explaining why. #copticchristians #coptic #copticegypt (at كنايس مصر القديمة)









