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I really hate how my social energy varies week by week. Sometimes im like i wanna make new friends all the time. The other week im like: Could everyone except my best friend just leave me alone for some time... Moots its nothing personal. Just me struggeling with life <3
Me: Hasnt seen my best friend in 2.5 weeks Me and @leogoth21: *vibe at midnight on whatsapp* My feelings: I MISS YOU SO MUCH AAAH HELP I CANT GO ON WITHOUT SEEING YOU.. Its so ridicilous how quick i can miss Leo. Like wtf after a week ill already be like missing him. AAAAH 2 weeks then i can see this adorable gayass again :D I love my bestie Leo <3
When you trying to revive your dead fandom but you have abandonment issues + artblock: 🐁🐁🐁
i just want validation so bad bro
i just sometimes wish i could replace my anger issued, close minded, arrogant, fake older brother with jonathan instead, much more understanding and logical unlike mine
its kinda sad how shipping sherwithan has been my coping mechanism for the longest time now. And I didn’t even noticed it.
TW: VENT
It’s just that— whenever i think of cute scenarios of them together, they kinda have this warmth that i dont feel with other people.
Its kinda like, I WANT to be in a relationship like theirs. I want to have a girlfriend who looks at me the same way Jonathan does for Sherwin.
Their hugs feel more genuine and warm then the hugs ive received. They are all short and sort of insincere. The only real person who really understood me was my tutor at school. (FYI i love her so much and i dint know what to do with out her.)
Call me sensitive, but i want to have the EXACT relationship like sherwithan has. Open communication, judgement free, sincere, no doubts, and genuine.
also sorry if ive been venting way too much lately. This week was definitely not my week and ive been feeling like a big piece of shit lately. :(
SEMI VENT:
i dont wanna live in the real life anymore. Its too tiring and too fucking stressful. I want to live in the iahb universe where i can happily be friends with sherwin and jon and my other ocs. As cringe as its sounds. I really crave that right now.
