#cordellaconfessional

[cordellacarter]

CONFESSIONAL 001

You’re late.

The two words Carter was greeted with as he finally made his way into the confessional booth, usually he’d snap back with a smart ass remark but honestly right now he just didn’t have the energy. He’d barely slept a wink since things had gone down between him and Margaret, too riddled with guilt to do anything but wallow in self-hatred. “Yep - so what is it exactly you need from me?” His tone short without even meaning to be, his mind just needed for him to be anywhere but here at this very point in time. 

A confessional, talk about your week, how you’re feeling.

Carter scoffed at himself, bringing his index finger to the bridge of his nose and rubbing it before shoving both of his hands into the pockets of his jeans and clicking his tongue. “Well let’s see,” He began, tilting his head to one side before continuing. “The only person I’ve ever truly cared about outside of my family admitted her feelings for me - feelings that are 100% reciprocated, feelings that I’ve had to keep underwraps for God only knows how long...” He sighed heavily, his eyes falling closed for a moment as he bit down hard at his bottom lip. The room was radio silence, you would’ve been able to hear a pin drop. Probably because most of the people in the room had seen the footage of Carter going off on a paparazzi so they didn’t want to risk getting on his bad side. 

Whenever you’re ready.

The words were soft, cautious. Carter nodded softly, his eyes falling open just as they began to sting. He’d never been one for crying and he sure as hell didn’t want to change that now, not on television but it didn’t seem as if things would be working in his favor for long. “And I froze, I thought about all the ways I could screw it up.. About what I would do if I lost her.. About how I couldn’t survive without her in my life.. About how everyone says she deserves so much better..” His voice broke a little, followed by the smallest of nods. “They’re right.” The words were barely audible, more to himself than anyone else as he lifted one of his hands to wipe at the small wet streak on his cheek. A defeated sigh falling from his lips before he finally rose to his feet and silently made his way out of the room.

[cordellamax]

MINI CONFESSIONAL -- DATED FRIDAY NIGHT.

1:07AM. Maximilian runs into the filming room to put his phone up to the camera with a giant grin on his face. “LOOK AT THIS! HOLY HECK,” he shouts, practically not even waiting for a microphone to be hooked up onto him. The camera takes a few seconds to focus in on Maximilian’s phone, but it’s Twitter and ‘Dem Boiz’ are #1 in the United States trending and Canada’s trending. Cordella is #2. He moves over to Facebook where he shows off the trending on that site as well before clicking the topic and showing off one of the fan’s videos filming it. It’s the shittiest quality, but Max is grinning ear to ear. “That’s my song. I wrote that song. I wrote like three of those songs we sung and people actually loved them. I-- I’m so..” he stares at his phone and then tries to gain the words to say about any of this. “But like, hold up look!” He moves to pull up his instagram app and goes to his activity. He shows the notifications and then refreshes them. Every time, there’s more followers and more comments and more tags added. 

“My phone activity is never going to go back to normal, is it?” he asks with a small grin on his face. “I’m so excited. I just -- I can’t believe something I was told I’d never be successful in was actually a hit. It was actually something people enjoyed. And I’m with these guys who are literally amazing and so talented. I’m honestly blessed. I can’t believe this happened but I’m so glad it did!” The brunet runs his hands through his hair before sighing and going quiet. There’s a comment that falls out of his mouth, not even remotely meaning to say it out loud. “I really wonder what my dad thinks of all of this. I wonder if he was wrong on purpose.”

Max glances back up and just shakes off the worriment and discouraged look he has on his face. “I can’t wait to see what Cordella actually thinks of this. I hope we did as well as we think we did and with the fan reactions, I think... I think this was a good thing.”

[themargaretgrace]

CONFESSIONAL 005

The moment Margaret walked into the confessional room her bright smile radiated around the small room. “I meant to come and chat with you guys yesterday but things ended up taking a wonderful turn.” Her hand reached up to play with the necklace that Carter had gotten her. That simple action causing her smile to soften. “I don’t if you all have watched or seen it yet but Carter was amazing enough to throw me a surprise birthday party last night. It was so thoughtful of him and so great to get to spend time with people on the tour.” To be honest there were probably hearts in her eyes just from talking about him. 

“Not only did I get great gifts, I got to celebrate and enjoy my birthday in a new place. I couldn’t think of any better way for it all to happen. I almost didn’t want the night to end because everything just felt perfect.” She moved her attention back to the camera. “With that I just want to say thank you to all the birthday wishes, everyone who came to the party, gave me gifts and especially Carter for playing such a big part in making yesterday one of the best birthdays I have ever had.” 

[cordellaquinn]

CONFESSIONAL 001

“So this is one of those confessional things, huh?” Quinn started as she flattened out the dress she was wearing after sitting down. “These will take a moment to adjust to that’s for sure.” Her attention moved to the people behind the camera who just nodded at her. 

“Well I guess I could start of with saying that I am very excited for this next part of the tour. Going international is a great experience and opportunity for all of these artists and crew members. It isn’t often young people can get a chance to immerse and connect with different cultures. It is an amazing feeling to see that your music reaches all over the world.” Quinn let her hands rest on her lap as she thought for a moment. “Although I am sure that will be overlooked for a lot of the drama that could come up. But I hope at the end of the day everyone realizes how lucky they are.

[msoliviaflanagan]

CONFESSIONAL 005

“I don’t know about anyone else but that vacation was very much needed. It was so nice to go back home and just focus on relaxing. With how easy it is to get lost in work, it is nice to get a snap back to reality and realize it is good to have a refresh.” Olivia started, adjusting to get more comfortable on the chair in the confessional room. “Although I was just as quick to get back into the swing of work. Especially since this part of the tour will be international. There are so many places I haven’t gotten the chance to explore that we will get to stop in.”

“I am also very excited to announce that my dance workshops will be going international as well! So keep an eye out for those. I am very excited to continue the classes and video uploads!” 

[cordiewithcordella]

CONFESSIONAL #001 ---- CORDELIA WILDE.

Cordie wanted to be able to document all her feelings about the tour before they went back int the thick of it. Also to be able to reflect on everything that had transpired right before the tour went back. She sat in front of her own camera set up-- deciding to film it and give it to the studio to see if they would want to use it. Her dog laid across her in the footage with her phone over to the side. 

“Oh god, kudos to people who talk to themselves while doing things because this is -- this is very odd to just be sitting in front of a camera without people to actually talk to,” she said quietly, petting the boxer calmly as she tried to gather things. 

“Saturday went really well-- working alongside Cooper was not at all what I thought it was going to be. He is very dedicated about his work and I appreciate that. But, I don’t know-- I didn’t really have the most fun at the event,” she said quietly. “I felt like a completely separate entity that was just there at my own event. I had a great time getting a lot of incredible dogs actual homes, and I got to meet a lot of my fans which is always a pleasant experience but the event itself didn’t feel like much of a collaboration between Cooper and I as a whole ‘Saint California’ and ‘Cordelia Wilde’ share the same dog adoption event.” The blonde paused and then laughed a bit at how awkward she felt about the situation.   A pause. This was getting too serous. Not that it was malicious or anything. Cordie really loved hanging out with Cooper and writing the song with him, but the event could have maybe gone better. At least it ended up being for a great cause. A smile went back on her face. “ME! however- is a complete hit. People are really liking it and I really thought they were going to, so that’s a great thing. I wasn’t sure if people would like it because it’s a lot of a drastic breakup song than I’m used to recording but it was honestly so much fun. Maybe that’s what this summer needs-- a positive fun breakup song!” 

Her phone started to beep rapidly and at first Cordelia wondered why she didn’t actually just mute all notifications for Instagram, when she then realized it wasn’t actually just instagram. The binging from her phone started to get more consistent which only made her look up to the camera. “I’m sorry, I need to figure out what’s going on,” the blonde quickly moved to turn off the camera, which is where the footage ends.

[roosevelt-finch]

CONFESSIONAL 001

The camera people had been looking for Roos as he had not shown up for a confessional yet. They checked the venue first before resorting to checking his bus. “Roos, are you in here? It’s time for your confessional.” They hollered for him, climbing onto the bus and finding him laying on his stomach on the couch. His legs intertwined with one another up in the air as if he somehow planned this. “What are you-”

“Dear diary...” Roos cut them off, beginning to write in a book assumed to be his diary. “Plans for the Queen cover band are going well. I’m slowly using my charm on the band to make them make me the fourth member where I will then take over.” He continued, clearing his voice softly. 

One of the cameramen tried to interject, but again, Roos spoke over them. “But also...there’s too many good looking people on this tour. I’m truthfully torn. Who will get the final rose in the end? Who knows? Not me.”

Pretending to just now notice the cameras, Roos gasped, giving the cameras a cheeky smile. “Oh, I’m so sorry. How long have you been standing there? I was just writing in my diary.”

But they only lowered the cameras, shaking their heads as they left the bus. 

[themargaretgrace]

CONFESSIONAL 004

Margaret came into the room with a bright smile on her face, her mood very different from her last confessional. “Hi guys.” She said as she sat down in front of the camera. “I’ll answer the obvious first, things are a lot better now. I don’t think words can explain how content and happy I feel right now.” A sigh left her lips as she fiddled with her dress she was wearing. “I would have come sooner after everything happened, but I have just been so distracted but in the best way.” Taking a breath and pausing for a moment and trying to think of what else to say, “I also cannot wait for Coachella, I have been before but I just have a feeling this time will be better than the rest. I can’t wait to make more memories.”