H-Hi Doctor Larch
it's uh... been a while. since my little "stunt," i think you called it. i guess i can admit when i make a dumb decision like breaking into the dispensary and locking the nurses out (it just means i have to plan better next time)... i think they finally weaned me off the heavy stuff - i dunno how long it's been since i've been lucid. feels like weeks. i dunno.
i know you've got a full house - weird that a place like this is popular, i can't see why anyone would *want* to be here voluntarily. but i mean... you're hot, and your staff isn't too bad either, so maybe that's the draw. hey, as long as you're not doing anything... unethical, right? 😏
but uh... when Nurse Becca came in to give me my meds and take my vitals, she mentioned i had a procedure coming up. please, pleeeease tell me you're not putting me on an ECT schedule - i don't need it, and i've learned my lesson, i promise. or... i really REALLY hope she doesn't mean i'm on the list for sterilization - just because i'm a, what were the words i remember hearing? a "pathetic, mewling slut who can't keep their legs shut"? hmm, maybe it wasn't you that said that, but i'm pretty sure someone did. look, it's not MY fault i go through heats, or that they're worse when i'm left alone through them. my previous owner didn't do their research i guess and dumped me here when they couldn't handle it. i know you know that, it just... sucks. ughh. my mouth is so dry, those stupid sedatives make me all cottony.
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Let me hold this straw to your lips for a sip of water, the drugs you’re on can cause dry mouth, but it’s been some time since you’ve been awake enough to take a drink. Don’t worry we’ve been managing your hydration and nutrition while you were in your little forced rest. It was my professional opinion that you needed some time in restful self reflection to consider your actions and how you’d like to behave differently moving forward. The two weeks of medicated sleep seemed adequate.
I’m glad to see you can admit when you’ve made a mistake, we’ve since increased the dispensary’s security. I could thank you for finding the flaws in our security system but I don’t want you thinking another little stunt like that is warranted. Oh and I’m afraid those wrist and ankle cuffs won’t be coming off any time soon. Don’t worry I won’t be sterilizing you. I reserve such extremes as a last resort, you are of far more use to my research intact. I’ve been testing different methods of managing what we call “unmanageable” heat cycles, which is your official diagnosis that landed you here.
However, I cannot let your stunt go unpunished so, you will be undergoing what we call a corrective procedure. ECT is not off the table. If our next treatment does not provide satisfactory results in behavior management ECT might be considered. I don’t want to spoil all the surprises but you’ll be taking a little trip to the OR, and the anesthetist will not be joining us. This treatment will ideally kill two birds with one stone, it should work as correction (something akin to punishment) as well as relieve some of your pent up heat symptoms. You’ll be spending the afternoon with your legs spread high and wide in the stirrups, looking up into the bright scary OR lights. The nice nurses won’t look nearly as friendly with their faces obscured by surgical masks while they assist me in breaking you. I will be working between your legs with my ice cold tools and dilators until I feel you’ve sufficiently learned your lesson, yes this will hurt, no you cannot find a way out of this.
I hope your little stunt was worth it because it will be a very long time before you get that level of freedom again. Was the five minutes of running through the halls worth it? Even though you can’t be trusted to feed yourself at meal time anymore? I meant when I said your wrist cuffs stay on. Soon you’ll be longing for an ounce of the independence you had before.
Now, enough chit-chat. Let’s get you ready for your procedure! Don’t worry, I’ll make sure you’re awake to feel every second of this.
-Doctor Larch