#coryne

[cultivodecactus]

Stetsonia coryne Sinónimo: Toothpick cactus, cardón moro, cardón del llano. Origen: Todo el norte de Argentina. Resistencia al frío: …

[k0weeen]

Hi

Hi, ano naba nangyari? Haha. Guess what? All the sleepless nights, all this pimples/acne, all the stressful eating paid off. Intern na ako, and onti nalang gagraduate na. Yea im claiming it kasi ang powerful pala pag pinaniniwalaan mo yung sarili mo e. Ang lakas pala non. Nasa sarili mo lang pala talaga yung magpapaangat sayo. Sa east avenue ako ngayon nag iintern, wala pang one month. Almost i guess, and hindi naman sya nakakapagod. Parang ganun din e, kaso nakakatakot. Handling peoples lives? Grabe ang pressure. Nung una kala ko laro laro lang e, pero iba na nung pasyente na talaga kinukuhaan ko ng dugo, iba na nung oasyente na talaga yung nakakausap ko, iba sa ER, makita mo silang naghihingalo i can’t handle those things eh. Kung pwede lang wag ng mag ward at sa hospital nalang ako forever i would, kaso need e. Hindi ko alam hanggang kailan ko to kakayanin. Pero basta, bahala na.

[k0weeen]

I'm turning 21, and i guess all i wish is for me to learn to love myself, more. I wish for less heartaches and expectations. And i wish to be happy, and content. No lovelife, whatever. I'm fine. I am. I love that i have all myself now. So yun!!! Yaaay :--)

[k0weeen]

HAHAHAHAHA

Nagpunta ako sa birthday ng friend ko. Kasi burthday nya and 18th ng kapatid nya. So ofc mad marami yung friends ng sister nya. Pinaguusapan nila yung break up ng isang pair sa friends nila. So, nakikinig lang ako. Sabi ni girl. "Ilang beses na kasi eh. Nung una sabi ko okay lang, pero wala e. Nakakapagod. Marrealize mo nalang. Yung self worth mo? Sobrang iba kapag naintindihan mo yung sarili mo. Ang gaan pala sa pakiramdam." Si guy naman, tahimik lang. Mejo lasing na rin, nakikinig lang sa sinasabi ng ex nya. Tas maya maya narinig ko, sinabi nya.. "Gusto ko lang naman syang makita, makasama. Mali ba yun?" Haha! Obviously mahal pa nila yung isa't isa eh. Nakakaawa, na nakakatawa kasi ang cute. Kasi alam kong nasaktan si girl, siguro nasakal, kelangang huminga, kaya lang. Sobrang alam ko na pagsisisihan nya yun in the end. Naiimagine ko na yung mararamdaman nya. Na sobrang misery yung maffeel nya kasi gagi, basta. Haha! Bata pa kayo, bata pa sila. Bata pa tayo. Madami pang pagsisisihan na magaganap. Haha! Ayoko magsalita kasi gago crush ko yung guy. Edi syempre sasabhin ko na wag na itigil mo na yan madami pang iba jan. Kaya quiet nalang ako. DI AKO NALASING HEHE. Ps. Nasa motor ako kanina, sinundo ako ni leo at vouzi, nasa labas na kami tapos may sumigaw ng pangalan mo. Sabi nya, "Billy! Uy si billy." Sabi nya. Wow. Famous naman pala talaga ang ex ko. Naks. Ex.

[k0weeen]

Collateral beauty

“i saw you in her eyes, i heard you in her voice when she calls me daddy,  I felt you everyday when she laughed and you broke my heart, I trusted you, but you betrayed me”

This week, napanuod namin yung collateral beauty ni Wil smith. Sobra yung feels, about sya sa guy na namatayan ng anak, and uses writing for self therapy. He sends letters to things, love, death, time. And it all gets crazy kasi he gets to meet those things si love, si death si time. Lahat may feels, every line every scene. Ramdam lang. But i guess the best part was when nakausap nya si love. SInabi ni love na dapat nyang pagkatiwalaan si love kasi nga she is everything. Na parang if love is in happiness, nandun pa rin sya kapag masakit na,parang either way around nanjan yung love. Naks, wala lang narealize ko lang sa movie na, death? Hindi naman pala yun nangyayari para saktan ka lang eh. Para mawalan, merong reason yung death tapos nakadepende yun sa tao. Kung paano nya malalaman yung sagot yung reason behind that. ANd if it happens to you, its a beautiful thing kasi parang kapag alam mo yung death you get to make life worth living, para hindi lahat masasabing ay nawala nalang bigla. Tapos time? It is a gift pala talaga, you get to live e tapos you get the chance to feel everything. Ke masakit ke happy. Time is the key kumbaga, wait para akong tanga hahahaha ulol bye hahaha

[k0weeen]

Hi,

Since this blog is parang very affiliated to Billy only. I've decided na, maglagay din about my thoughts and not only heartaches kasi i mean diba? New year. So i guess i'll move on. And i believe everything is going to be really better, i don't but im just excited about whats going to happen this year since 2016 is kind've really shitty and nothing good ever happened. Haha. I mean it parang nasayang yung buong 2016 ko kasi walang meaning, walang anything happy or either fulfilling talaga na nangyari. So this year, 2017 am not going to make any promises or resolutions. But i would try and make sure in the same place na this year, is going to be focusing more on self improvement. Following post for 2017!!

[sleeptight-grimrite]

[lets-talk-cacti]

Another Stetsonia update just because he's growing so fast(':