#cosmorandomrambles

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trying to describe how Nu carni characters develop to non-erogame players/non-perverts is agonizing

like. how am I supposed to say that Eiden riding and bouncing on Dante is a sign of mutual trust?? how am I supposed to explain QuinEi somnophilia is something that shows how comfortable they are with each other?? how do I say that Kuya choking Eiden while pile driving him is a presentation of Kuya's fear and vulnerability??? like what????

sighh..... massages nose..... lights cigarette..... normal people don't know how hard we perverts have it....

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he's so cuddly. so squeeky plushiecoded.

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The boys and gay slang 💅💅💅

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hey guys so um you know how. whenever huey recreates himself, he loses emotion, bit by bit?

considering Kuya is (most likely, alongside quincy) one of the last original clan members, do you think he noticed how huey just seemed to grow more and more deadpan over the years? do you think he has seen Huey's smile, heard his laughter or his anger, and then, as the years went by, Kiya never saw those again? Maybe even, in the present day, wonder if he had been hallucinating the whole time?

Do you think Kuya is prideful about having seen a Huey that no one else in this day and age has ever seen? Do you think Kuya tries to remember Huey's emotions, and compare them to Eiden, trying to see if they had any similarities at all? Trying to grasp and remember sights and sounds that were lost to time, with him being the only one who's lived long enough to even catch a glimpse of such a sight, yet too committed to the present moment to ever speak of them?

yeah I'll go now sorry for bothering you

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after chapter 16..... and the emotional turmoil that gave us..... have this as therapy

.. Eiden with cute hair clips...... sobbing

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breaks down the door guys do you think Morvay is actually rlly easily flustered and blushy and stammers a lot when he engages in non-sexual romantic activity like.

Imagine Eiden calls Morvay to his room.. Morvay thinks he's gonna have a feast but it turns out Eiden just wants to cuddle. and Morvay just gets rlly flustered. auauauaugghhhhhhh

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devs once again trying to put us all in the hospital with these expressions

listen I don't usually watch Kuya's rooms but these ones were realllll good

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Blade coming into Eiden's room to watch him sleep, only to find Rei taking hair samples. They stare at each other before Rei exits Eiden's room via the window. Blade will continue to watch Eiden sleep, only for Yakumo to come in as well. Not wanting to wake up precious Eiden, they communicate with their eyes. Yakumo and Blade have agreed to watch Eiden sleep together.

They hear a pitter patter from the window, Blade thinks its an intruder, ready to defend the defenseless and unconscious Eiden, only to find out it's Morvay, using his master's room as a secret backdoor after sneaking out for a meal. "What are you two doing here??" He asks. After a whispered explanation, Morvay unknowingly joins in on watching Eiden sleep, though he himself should be in bed by now. His master is so at peace like this, so sound and safe, and it would be so easy to pounce on him and suck him dry...

"What a crowd we have here." A voice comes from Eiden's desk. It's Kuya, he's been here even before Rei, but he acts like its the others who are weird for peeping on the young grand sorcerer like this. The group has now started whispering amongst themselves, trying to defend their reasons for watching Eiden sleep.

Finally Eiden turns on the light "guys. Please."

They scatter. Blade goes under the bed, Morvay flies out the door, Kuya disappears in a cloud of smoke, and Yakumo screams as he opens the nearest window and jumps out.

"That was weird." Eiden is ready to go back to bed.

"Ikr" Rin says, from a hole in the ceiling