#craig2

[boot-boot]

Craig2 appreciation post❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[danidates]

old posts, now on this tumblr!

so i’m gonna be a nun. or make a datebynumbers blog myself. or my own tv show.

i: -made a date thing (who knows if it will happen) with this guy from a band that my friends have been trying to get me to go out with -made a date with craig #2  -rescheduled my date with craig #2 for next week (who thinks i am a wild animal) because i am tired because i -stayed up all night talking to [the young guy] for the millionth time, because we seem to be able to talk for hours about everything -also was bombarded by further man craziness last night, PHD guy, I can’t remember if I mentioned him, defriended me on facebook, I will copy and paste his thing below. but I was trying to deal with other guys, like craig #2, eric (band guy), etc, who all were popping up this week for god knows why, it’s not like they want to hangout on vday -also included in the messaging is jarret, one of the models, who only ever wants to sleep with me (i have not slept with him) -i had a dream about my ex-boyfriend, i needed help with something and he thought were getting back together, I don’t know why. and I said, “we aren’t.” okaaay” “no, we are never, ever ever getting back together.” thanks taylor swift -i will probably see adriano next week -i do not have time for all these men and whyyyy I need to move to the woods or take them on a group date, like the bachelorette -i guess i am over tom (the doctor) but who knows -i need to get rid of these dudes and focus on work/school/health gah -but i like talking to [younger guy] which is weird and confusing -still trying to ignore all the other guys, including the winnipeg ones with their feelings. -zack, guy with gf/hoodie guy, not sure if i mentioned him either. he was a trainwreck and a half, slightly stalkery and or pathological liar, he’s still lurking about. also found out he went on some dates with this girl that is good friends with my ex. i sent her a message saying she should stay away from [zack] because he is a psycho

this has been the bulk of my man update, now for phd dude’s weirdness below:

"I was just on the subway and thinking I couldn’t count the number of times I’ve asked you to hang out or get together for fun and been ignored.

Which is kind of pathetic and off for me. [me: ] Off for you?

I’m not used to a) pursuing someone so hard and being rejected; b) being rejected.

And while I like you and am obviously very attracted to you, I’m going to respectfully de-friend you, because I don’t even want to think about the number of hours I’ve spent running in circles. No hard feelings. [..]

Yeah, I mean, there’s this temptation to flirt with you. And I have writing to do, and when I see you there I want to talk to you. And yes, the feeling of putting it out there over and over, like I said, it makes me feel kind of pathetic and is outside my character.

It’s not about you. I’m sorry, don’t want to hurt your feelings. [me] You mean. Um, like feelings?

Pardon? [me] I’m not really sure exactly, how to respond”

sidenote, PHD guy has a girlfriend, they have an open relationship and uh yeah. he defriended me! so.

I’m going to say….no more men for me xD

[lvlsixthief-blog]

" Yep. ” a simple reply as he stepped out into the lobby, cramming his hand into his pockets — one because his hands were really fucking cold, and two, because he wasn’t really sure if he still had that twenty on him. ( which he did, so on the extremely-time slim sliver of a chance that he actually couldn’t stomach eating a grasshopper, he could fork over his half of the bet with some dignity. )

the hesitation didn’t go unnoticed, but craig merely paid little attention to it — natural, right? you just saw your sort-of-not-really friend get torn into and you’re not sure this is actually real, right?? instead of actually addressing anything of importance to what they’d both been through, he crossed the room and made his way outside with some hesitance of his own. he couldn’t even push open the door without hesitating, letting his hand lay on the handle for a good full minute.

jesus, was he really afraid of going outside? all because of some stupid mutts?

yeah — yeah, he was. swallowing thickly, he pushed the door open and cast another glance back at kenny, and then proceeding to exit the lobby with a slightly irritated ( at himself ) ” C’mon. “

[nnysterion]

he could definitely detect authentic fear and worry in craig's hesitant actions - it definitely wasn't something you could fake unless you were a kick-ass actor who had a thousand awards stacked up in your bedroom closet. if he wasn't worried about setting foot beyond the apartment lobby and into the world where both he and another kid got torn into pieces, then he probably wouldn't have kept his hand on the door handle for a full sixty seconds. a slight scowl forming upon his face, kenny shoved his hands into his pockets and proceeded after the other boy once he had finally pushed open the door and headed out. "Right behind you."

he knew that the longer he kept the events of two nights ago out of this rather choppy conversation, the weirder and more suspenseful this whole situation would become. the awkwardness of it all would continue to linger between the two semi-friends, and that was not something he was enjoying. but - what was he even supposed to say? 'it's a shame we got murdered by rabid mutant dogs - how about we go and get some breakfast and forget about it?'

trudging after craig with his eyes locked on the pavement, kenny's head snapped up after a solid minute's worth of thought.

"You hit the ground pretty hard," he paused briefly, "I wouldn't be surprised if your face hurts like hell."