#crbrl sys.diary

[cerebralabyss]

the doctor doing my surgical assessment making sure all of my alters are okay with getting gender affirming surgery was very cool of her actually

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[cerebralabyss]

02-18-2024

unusual headspace happeningz

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[cerebralabyss]

u kno a silly thing i notice!!!! all my alters hav diff text faces they use

me: nwn >w< x3 >.< >:3c

ramen: X) XD X3 :D

nuni: C: ;-; >< xD

jax: :] (soenrimes >:( and :( he boring)

dire: ( ^_^ ) (*´∇｀*) ʅ（◞‿◟）ʃ (jus any kaomoji EVER!!!!)

havign n noticing distinct typing style iss v fun!!!! i luv tiny alter differences!!! it so silly n kewl!!! >w<

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[cerebralabyss]

04.14.2020 | 4 yrs

didn’t have time to draw shit this year … so i’m just putting together some of the more significant things i’ve drawn over the past ~2.5 yrs. not in chronological order at all

it’s weird thinking about the fact its been 4 years. it simultaneously feels so long, yet so short. i couldn’t imagine a life without you. and yet, this is just the beginning.

i love you.

@dreamingofcecilias

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two personal posts in a row. cry about it.

[cerebralabyss]

henlo greetings :3 name is noxious (nox 4 short)!! iss my public debut 2day /silly

split a while ago but actually realized on 04.06.2024 >u<

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wowa u clicked read more ?!? thas cwaaaazy x3 more info mainly 4 ourself to look back on buut also for anyone (probly moots :3) interested!!

my pronouns rn (V SUBJECT 2 CHANGE!!!) are it/he ,, i’m a smol hybrid creechur (mostly kitty n a notable amnt of dogge hehe)

i’m not much mmore than a “”memory”” holder atm but i’m kina the main host 4 now ?? ik we have 4 & 1/2 hosts now iss WIILLDD!!!

i didn’t split from anyone specific (v much a traumagenic split eeg) but i’m part of the EP hemisystem!!! i plan 2 integrate into reffy’s subsystem in da future when it makes sense 2 do so!! i’m aa lot like him already so it’ll b good ^u^ it actually took us aa while 2 notice i wasn’t him wawgawshwa

atm im just being treated as reffy’s evil clonee >:3 except we r all already evil /lh so im not that diffrent

das all 4 now!! if u read this umm ur gay /lh pos x3

[cerebralabyss]

bwuhh,, lately i been forgetting we r in a sys n not actual diff ppl physically ,, we all gots diffrent things we r focused on in life rnn,, even if we r working on teh same project we all hav different things IN IT we r working on SEPARATELY!! >.<

buut iss still soo foreign 2 me that non plurals don have thsi experience hehe >w<

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[cerebralabyss]

its my birthday today :0 im 19 !! im officially an actual legal adult in my provice WEEEEE

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[cerebralabyss]

i love living in the world we created together

having linked innerworlds is so lovely. it feels so much less isolated, sharing and making an ever growing space with another sys so close to you. it’s really beautiful

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