The struggles of a restlessly creative introvert...
Sometimes it seems that I have an ever wandering mind that constantly needs quiet alone time to express/process all of it. When I DO get that alone time (halle-fucking-lujah!), it usually comes out as unbridled creativity or playfulness. It maybe hard to understand if you are not an introvert, but it's amazing how I am energized by having the space to hear and mull over my own thoughts.
This weekend has been filled with constant chatter 👀 and it's killing me. I sometimes hate that I get so annoyed when I am constantly interrupted by the noise of others, but I can't help it. It is absolutely exhausting when I can't hear myself.
What some people may not understand about my photos is that sometimes it completes my need for quiet creativity and exploration. It is time just for me and to transfer whatever mess of ramblings, sexual energy, playfulness, impulsive thoughts constantly rolling around in my head into something concrete and tangible. I've mused about this process quite a bit as an introvert, and it still fascinates me. It is ever evolving.
I am going to get some uninterrupted time in a little bit 🤞🏻. Id be lying if I said I'm not counting minutes... 😂🤭😬
We'll have to see what come out of this desperately needed alone and creative time 😂😉
