Too soon on a blue moon
So I’ve been at my school for 11 days now, and I think I’ve already almost sort of got a boyfriend… Yeah I know, what the hell right!? I mean I never in my life expected it to bet his easy to get a guy to like me. we talked for the first time on the 13th, and it was just like we clicked. We have a lot in common and to be honest the first many days I just thought we were heading towards an awesome friendship. But then on the party that was held at the school on the 18th we really got to talking and dancing and drinking. It was like it was meant to happen, I know it sounds totally cheesy but it’s the truth.
Oh and by the way the norwegianguy is okay, I mean I don’t talk to him that often and he sometimes acts like he’s better than the rest of us, but he okay on the bottom.
We shared a bed that night, I mean his roommate was so drunk and it just kind of happened. One minute we were talking about how he didn’t want to go to his room and the next we were in my room.
We didn’t have sex, but we talked for a long time… I can’t really remember what we talked about but I remember thinking that I could stay like that forever. The next day he snuck out of mine and Chia Yu’s room to avoid being caught and looking like we’d hooked up that fast. He was seen though. I mean I get why people would talk, it is like too early to be hooking up and forming relationships with people already. It’s not even been a month. It didn’t stop us from sleeping in my bed again two nights ago though… I mean all this sneaking around is kinda funny and exciting…. And then on the other hand I am worried. It has not been that long, and I practically know nothing about him. I am both worried about what people will think and say.. an already say… but also I am worried about how he is when I get to know the real him. It is said that people in public highschool hook up like rabbits and then only stay together for a week… and I don’t want to add to that statistic. I could see myself in a serious relationship with him, and I think that is why I am holding back on the hooking up part. We haven’t even kissed yet, but lord help me we’ve been majorly close to kissing a fair few times already… I don’t know what’s gone into me, I could practically have died from a heart attack when he looked at me today. Seriously he’s got me falling like crazy, I don’t think I’d be able to stay away even if he told me to. And the other night when we were drunk and sleeping in my bed, he touched me… not like in a creepy way but in a nice way… like he was getting to know my body, and lord he got me so wet I thought I’d gotten my period. I mean I had to go to the bathroom to check. Jesus. And we talked and he told me that he’d never met any girl as awesome as me, and I was like I can mention like 20 girls in this school even I would get with, so I cannot help but wonder what make me so special to him? Is he trying to just use me because I might seem easy? Or is he simply into weird bitches with body issues?? Hmmm let’s talk later dear blog, for I must stop thinking about this now.
My bed smells of him and I am creepily breathing it in.