So seeing the post my ex made I thought I’d clarify on my side of the story. Yes, I did fool around with a guy. A guy that I’ve known for several months, who talked to me every single day no matter how busy, who treats me like a human being with feelings, who makes sure I know I’m loved every day. He was the only one I ever flirted with, not numerous guys like my ex has stated. Meanwhile for months in our relationship he would flirt with several women right in front of me. After he cheated on me a few weeks after my grandfather passed away he spent hours crying to me begging for me to take him back or he’d kill himself. I decided to take him back in hopes he’d stop ignoring me. He didn’t. I kept getting ignored from days to weeks. No matter how many times I asked him to be there for me when I was there for him or just to say hi to me once a day, I got shit all. It stayed the same. Yeah I’m 20 and I live at home with my parents, it cost over $200 a week to rent a 1 bedroom apartment here. I already pay $200 a week to see a therapist which isn’t covered by my health fund. I pay for all my therapist, doctor, dentist, hairdresser appointments. I pay for my university fees, all my supplies, medication and food. I pay for my own travel. I buy my own clothes. I very rarely get to spend any money on myself, even more rarely for a video game. I spent my own money buying him birthday and Christmas gifts, which by the way he never spent a single one of my birthdays with me. All the money I have is what I made from commissions and from when I had a steady job. I haven’t gotten the money from any other way. I didn’t drop out of university, I only took a semester off because I was having trouble dealing with my depression and not being able to grieve for my grandfather properly. I’m not innocent but neither is he. He’s done a lot to drive to me the position I am in now. He was the one that drove me away, and can you really blame me? After being ignored for over a year? I’m glad he feels free, because I do too. He hopes his life improves and so do i but he needs to stop feeling bitter that I found someone who actually treats me like a human being instead of a slab of meat to go to when you’re depressed or horny. We’re done. What I do with my vagina or whatever isn’t your business anymore rasta and so stop trying to feed me bullshit about someone you have never spoken a single word to. I was just done with the broken promises and being ignored constantly. Stop trying to look all innocent when you were equally at fault here. I hope you have a good life and stop trying to depress me out and peace.
