#creeveyshit

[differentmini]

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♚ Do you agree with fandom interpretation of your character?

Not really, no. The fandom in general tends to see Mini as a cold-hearted manipulative bitch. And while she is, she’s also so much more than that and due to her (really impressive) character development, by the end of series 6 she turned into a pretty decent person. She’s also insecure, ambitious, bossy, she cares deeply for her friends, moody, sweet, extremely smart…yet the fandom’s just like “eW MINI WHAT A BITCH.” 

✘ Any unpopular opinions about your muse? 

I personally think she’s one of the best & most interesting characters Skins has ever produced, but like I said, everyone seems to think she’s just a cruel ass cow.

✎ What do you wish the author would reveal/had revealed about your muse?

Her middle name, to be honest. Also how she was as a child/pre-teen but mostly her middle name. 

[differentmini]

+Alo.

As Mini practically ran back into the mansion, she couldn’t help but call for the only person she wanted to be around ---- whether he’d actually help the situation or not. Either way, he had Grace right now, and as far as Mini was concerned, she wasn’t safe here anymore. “Alo? Alo!” she called, whipping her head around to begin her search for him. “Alo!” she repeated, jogging up the stairs and heading towards his room, frantic. 

[differentmini]

Dear Grace (yeah i did it)

[YOU’RE A BUTT DID YOU KNOW THAT but ily]

Grace,I know I used to call your voicemail, but your phone’s been inactive for so long that now there’s just…nothing. Your voice isn’t there anymore and it’s just some machine saying the number’s inactive or whatvever. It’s bullshit – do people not realise that inactive fucking numbers are important? Anyway, I just needed to speak to you. Somehow. I know it sounds stupid, but when you came back, I just…felt a lot better. You knew all the right stuff to say, and I guess that’s because you weren’t really there. I just…knew what I wanted to hear and you said it. But you leaving again really fucked me up. You leaving in the first place really fucked me up. And it’s not your fault, obviously, but…yeah, everything kind of went to shit when you died left. I miss you, Gracie. And I don’t know what to do. You always had the best fucking advice, and you knew what to say. There’s so much shit happening and I can’t deal with any of it. Alo and Franky are confusing me, my mum’s fucked me up just as much as my da—-  everything’s just fucking up, and I’m so not ready for this baby. She’ll be here so fucking soon and I’m not ready. Life wasn’t supposed to be like this, and I have no idea what I’m doing. But it’s happened, and it’s all happening so fast and nothing’s going right and Alo’s back and Franky’s here but she’s not here and I’m so overwhelmed and confused and I miss you. I need you. And I don’t need anybody. But I need you. And you’re fucking dead and I’m never going to forgive that fucking bastard and I’m never gonna see you again. And this whole thing is just shit and I don’t know what I’m gonna do with it, but yeah. Talking to you helps, I guess. It’d just help more if you could say something back.Love you, bitch. Talk soon.Mini-Moo xoxox

[differentmini]

Dear baby Gracie

Little one,I’ve tried to write this, like, fifty-thousand times, and it just comes out like shit. I can’t put how I feel into words, especially how I feel about you. I know it seems like I didn’t want you at first, and I treated you pretty badly in the beginning when I was still trying to figure out what I wanted to do with you, but I love you now, you know that, yeah? Alo— your dad, once said I didn’t know how to love anything, and it’s always stuck with me, and if I’m gonna prove him wrong with one person, I’m glad it’s you. We’re gonna show him, huh? I think--- I think I might love him, too but I’m---- I’ve fought so hard for you and maybe you’ll never even know it, but there’s nothing I want more than for you to come out all healthy and happy and maybe a little chubby and hopefully not with Al-- your dad’s hair. I’m just terrified. The thought of not being good enough at looking after my own little person who needs me is something I can’t even wrap my head around. It’s hard to think of you as person. Maybe not when you kick me in the bladder at 4am and keep my up all night wiggling, but yeah. You’ll be here soon. Really soon. And fuck, it’s terrifying. I’m so scared, but I’ll also only be okay when I can hold you and I know you’re alright. You’re somewhere where I can see you and touch you and keep you safe. I’ve nearly lost you far too many times, and I made us homeless just so I could keep you. It wasn’t a smart idea, I get that, but I’m not letting any fucker take you away from me. I’ll probably never even give this to you, but the point’s still there. I love you, Gracie, and I’m shit-scared out my head and not ready, but I’m sort of excited to see you.Love forever,Mini. Mum. Mummy. xoxoxox.

[differentmini]

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☺: for a happy voicemail

“Hey, Farmboy. So, uh, you know that job I applied for ages ago? I had an interview, like, last week; and, so you’re now listening to the voice of the newest intern for---- ugh, you won’t know the brand name; you practically grew up in a barn, but your baby mama is now a fashion intern. We need to find a babysitter and celebrate tonight, yeah?! Call me when you get this.”

☆ : for a drunken voicemail

“FAAAAAARRMMMBOOOOOYYYYYYYYYYY, ALO! ALO, ALO, ALO! ALO? ---Oh, it’s his voicemail. Call me back, Alofergalicious, how am I supposed to invite you to Rich’s house party if you won’t answer your gosh diddly darn phone? Pick up, farmboy, I’ve got spliff. Love ya!”

☃: for a holiday-centric voicemail

“I, uhm, I know we haven’t spoken in months, and I...I’m really not surprised that you, uh, didn’t pick up, but...Merry Christmas, Alo. Have a good day...---or whatever, yeah?”