#crisscolferbert

[134340years]

darren criss, misha collins, matt smith (i tried to be creative but failed)

You’re actually really creative because i’m in trouble now!! O:

Husband: Darren

Brother: Misha

BF: Matt 

thanks! :3

[ohmywhy]

I have no idea where this came from. but I couldn't hold it back and even though I should have been doing homework, I wrote this instead. 

it's my first crisscolfer drabble, and it's all love, love, love. and emotion. ~1k words. slightly nc-17-ish? brief descriptions of love-making. it's also untitled because nothing sums it up appropriately in my eyes. enjoy, my loves. 

also, thank you to the beautiful kayla, who read it beforehand and made me feel more confident about it. 

When they sleep together that night, Chris removes his own shirt.

And Darren pulls his eyes away from the shoes he’d been removing and looks at Chris, all chiseled lines and fair skin and adorable freckles. He’s of course seen Chris shirtless before, but thinking about it, he’s never really seen him. Not like this. Not with the low lights and unhurried quiet, where no one’s rushing to set or on stage, neither rushing to both please and come between takes in their trailers. Not with the promise that Darren can step forward, touch, and appreciate. Not with endless minutes ahead. He’s never looked at Chris and had the chance to admire, to worship, to adore. He partly wishes he’d been the one to slip the shirt off his shoulders, so he could kiss those collarbones as the fabric rolled down his body.

Instead, Darren stops and smiles, and Chris looks worried, almost scared.

“What’s wrong?” he asks, his shirt already on the floor, his pants low on his hips. “I thought we were taking off our clothes.”

“We were,” Darren responds quietly. “But I… I got distracted.”

Chris laughs lowly, flattered, and when he begins to unbuckle his belt, Darren approaches him, places a hand above his, and shakes his head. “Let me.”

So, he undresses him. And when Chris and Darren are both finally naked, stripped down to nothing but themselves, Darren slowly runs his hands down Chris’s sides, feeling and loving the slight curve at his waist, his defined hips… Darren’s hands stop right above his perfect round cheeks, and he takes the opportunity to push their bodies closer together, every inch of their skin coming into contact. Chris feels Darren’s adoration in his touch.

They’re still standing beside the bed, nearly ready to lay down and slip under the sheets, when Darren buries his face in Chris’s neck, kisses and nips and sucks at his jawline, then his sensitive spot, giving Chris all the attention he needs. Chris whines gently, but Darren stops, his face still buried deep in Chris’s neck. He breathes in Chris’s familiar smell, the heady scent of cologne and musk and something Darren can only describe as Chris, purely Christopher, delicious and intoxicating and all man, his man.

“You’re so beautiful,” he whispers against his skin, and Chris affectionately runs his hands down Darren’s back, mutters a quiet, “You know I think you’re incredibly handsome too, Darren,” in response.  

“I do,” Darren says softly, but as he pulls away, he shakes his head lightly and feels a need to repeat what’s been said, to cement what he really means. So, he fondly holds Chris’s face between his hands and reiterates. “Baby, I mean it. You are so beautiful. You’re handsome and gorgeous and I don’t want there to be a day that goes by where you question that. Talented as hell. I don’t think you understand how amazing you are and how much I love you. I wish you could see yourself the way I see you.”

Chris only nods and leans forward to meet Darren’s lips in a soft kiss, the kiss that leads them beneath the covers, Darren on top of Chris, hands still exploring, wandering, worshipping, loving. It’s a kiss that jumps quickly from delicate to heated, becoming the passionate, deep, adoring initiation to their love-making with Darren deep inside Chris, groaning and still whispering his love. Chris is mostly quiet, except for his high moans and soft yesses, brought on by Darren pleasing him, angling his thrusts to hit Chris exactly where he craves. It doesn’t last as long as they both hope, but it’s a lot more affectionate and romantic than they intend.

Darren falls asleep first, his arm curled around Chris’s waist, holding their two sweaty, overheated bodies close. His curls are on his face as he sleeps, and Chris smiles tenderly as he watches him, sweeping his curls to the side with his hand.

He never tells Darren, but as he recounts Darren’s unadulterated compliments, completely genuine and straight from his heart, he sheds a few tears, thinking about the younger Chris who felt completely unattractive and constantly wondered if he’d ever find anyone who would love him, not despite of his looks, but because of them, not just because but way beyond them.

He cries more than he should, and he wonders if Darren will wake up to the sound of his soft sobbing, but he never does. Chris mourns the little boy who always thought he could but was told he couldn’t, who was secretly sick of living in his own skin but was still very much himself, who was tired of being made fun for the sexuality he couldn’t change, the voice he couldn’t control. He mourns, but also celebrates that that little boy made it to today, where he’s successful and loved.

Chris wonders if Darren said some of those things just to say them—heat of the moment—but deep inside knows it was wholly honest. So, that night, as he curls into Darren, their bodies flush together, he feels more comfortable in his own skin than he’s felt in a lifetime, and even though it’s due to a mix of girls screaming at him in concerts, make-up artists reminding him he’s beautiful, photographers always telling him, and most importantly, his own efforts and progress, he knows he also has his soulmate to thank for that. And for that, he is more than grateful. Just for that, he will always love him. 

[lovebrigade]

I'm happy at home, you're my best friend.

[yourenocrisscolfer]

Rule 1: Always post the rules.

  Rule 2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked and write 11 new ones.

  Rule 3: Tag 11 people and link them to the post.

  Rule 4: Actually tell people you’ve tagged them.

      1. USA or Europe; if you could only live in one but never travel to the other, which would you pick and why?

  I'd pick Europe. I love USA but I don't think I could ever feel at home there. The only places I see myself moving to are Spain or Ireland, so definitely Europe. :)

  2. If you could add one extra class to the ones you took in high school, what would it be? Can be anything at all :)

  Since we have more than 20 obligatory subjects here, I don't really think I missed anything important, so I'll say cooking or baking or something like that cause I enjoy doing that and it would be an easy pass.

  3. If you had the skill to compete in the Olympics which sport would you choose?

  Handball, cause I've always enjoyed playing it and I prefer group sports over single player sports.

  4. Have you ever been admitted to hospital?

  Yes, many times. I'm anemic and sometimes it gets pretty bad so I need to go for 2-3 days to recover + I've some GI problems too which also got me there a couple of times.

  5. Do you watch soap operas? Which ones?

  Currently I don't, but when I was younger I used to watch a lot of those cheesy mexican soap operas with a lot of drama and long lost relatives and misplaced children and some bad girl standing in the way of the true love. I always cheered for the bad guys, tho. :D

  6. If you could put two celebrities together in real life, who would they be (apart from those two :D)?

  Million times those two! And Kate Winslet & Leonardo di Caprio, they were probably the first two people I've ever shipped.

   7. If money were no object which car would you buy?

  Any one that drives automatically or has a driver coming with it, since I can't drive and never plan to!

  8. Favourite Chinese food?

  Noodles in peanut sauce. I'm not the biggest fan of Chinese food, but I could always eat those!

  9. Are you going/did you go to university? If so, where?

  I am currently going to the university of Zagreb., 2nd year ( out of 6 -.-')

  10. Classic or modern Disney? Why?

  Classic Disney, cause I grew up with it and it holds so many memories. Modern Disney kinda lost its soul for me.

  11. Which ONE person do you think will have the longest career in show business after Glee? Why?

  Oh God I honestly have no idea. Maybe Lea, cause she wasn't completely anonymous before Glee and she's now doing Glee and music and adverts and she definitely enjoys that kind of life, so yeah, I see her there for quite some time.

      My questions

  1. What's your earliest memory as a kid?

  2. Do you prefer phone calls or texts?

  3. What color is most of your clothes?

  4. What would your perfect vacation be like?

  5. Do you prefer Italian or Mexican cuisine?

  6. What's your favourite smell in the world?

  7. Paris or London?

  8. What's the last song you bought?

  9. Favourite movie genre?

  10. What was your first kiss like? Do you still see that person around?

  11. What's your biggest accomplishment so far?  

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Hey sweety :)

Hellooo! :D

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HI PUMPKIN *u* enjoy your mac and cheese

Hellooooo! Let's keep our fingers crossed I don't drop the pot of boiling water this time. 

[peachneyy]

WEEDS

ANGEL!

Favourite Female: celia

Favourite Male: shane *u*

3 Other Favourite Characters: silas, nacy (season 1-3), i liked tara too.

3 OTPs: i didn’t really ship anyone in the show

Notp: none

Funniest character: omg celia hands down.

Prettiest character: nacy

Most Annoying Character: DOUGH

Most badass character: nacy

Character I’d like as my BFF: shane

Female Character I’d Marry: nONE

Male Character I’d Marry: shane

Character I hate/dislike/least like: fucking dough. i can’t stand him

[peachneyy]

THE NEW NORMAL [sorry]

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Favourite Female: jane

Favourite Male: david

3 Other Favourite Characters: lol

3 OTPs: only have one bRAVID

Notp: the whole show minus bravid???

Funniest character: jane

Prettiest character: bryan *u*

Most Annoying Character: shANIA

Most badass character: rocky i guess

Character I’d like as my BFF: goldie because she’s so cute

Female Character I’d Marry: none

Male Character I’d Marry: fucking a that’s hARD. DAIVD ;_;

Character I hate/dislike/least like: shania sorry bout it~

[hedwigreprise]

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sHOUTS I’M IN LOVE WITH YOU

you should know the feeling is mutual *kisses*