Good day during this Aries Season, truly they *are* the real April Fools lmao (it's my Moon and Mars sign, yikes). Birthday is 5/28/92 at 11:18 pm on a Thursday Definitely not a minor :') if it's okay to ask...what could possibly come of my current religious/faith mess? It's been eating at me. Thank you 🧡
I’m really sorry to hear that the season is hitting you hard 😔 We will make it out of this, alright?
eihaz, tiwaz, thurisaz, naudhiz, algiz;isaz, mannaz;blank rune;ingwaz, uruz;sowilo, gebo
I’m going to have to make a lot of conjectures here bcs I don’t know anything about the nature of your situation, all I have are what the runes tell me, but I will tell you how I’m making sense out of it.
What I’m seeing is that something extremely awful, maybe even traumatic, has happened - something you used to confine in was shattered, and someone violently pulled the rug from under you. It was in fact a great injustice to you and you may be wondering whether this was the will of your deity or deities. But I’m sure that it wasn’t. I’m sensing some kinda ill influence here, idk if spiritual or mundane, that they could not protect you from.
Now you no longer know who to trust, and this is blocking your communication and/or abilities.
I think that this conflict is still ongoing and the strange sideways placement of several runes tell me that the outcome of this whole thing is completely unknown at the moment, because the variables are still up in the air. The best course of action would probably be to stay calm, do the necessary precautions, and not make any decisions out of fear or anger. If there is literally anything mundane that could be done about your situation (contacting authorities, a therapist, etc.) I very strongly encourage you to do it.
I can’t really tell you much about where this is going yet, I’m sorry. But I have one piece of good news. There is something good coming towards you halfway (idk if it’s a thing, or rather a person?) that you are already seeing but not yet acknowledging. Maybe you have an unlikely spiritual ally that you seem wary of at the moment, or the gods are trying to send an opportunity your way that you are fearful to take. I think that this is probably for your benefit. At least examine it in theory, within reason.
If what i said is true, the help I can offer in your situation may be limited, but if you need more clarification about anything, feel free to DM me or send a second ask and maybe we can figure something out.
Please take good care of yourself, and remember that you deserve to be treated fairly, with love and understanding!