#crushconfession

[roomof-tomahawks]

Ahhhh, I did it

So, I am a super unlucky gal, and this kid is kinda dense sometimes, but once I explained it and he got it, he said he kinda like me too. It’s a bummer that we aren’t going to the same hs, but I’m honestly just proud of myself regardless :)   (8/6/19)

[readingsoverfeelings]

Unsent Letter

Dear Crush,

Now that I have decided to move on (for real), I would just like to let you know how happy I am whenever you smile at me. It seems that my serotonin and oxytocin levels shoot up. Sometimes, I feel like dressing up because I wanted you to notice me. Whenever you do, it’s a SUCCESS.

I don’t know how it started but it is probably because of your cute and angelic face. Then as time passes by, I get to know interesting things such as your views on politics, gender equality, effects of social media, euthanasia, etc. In addition to that, I must say that you’re a gentleman. For someone like me who doesn’t have any close guy friends, your little acts of kindness are enough to make my heart beat. That’s why it has been harder for me to get over this flicker of hope that something might happen between us. But, of course, this is just all in my head. I know that you treat all the girls the same and you’d constantly look at your phone whenever we hang out during lunch. I also noticed that you prefer to have lunch with your other friends over us. Of course, whenever I message you in facebook or instagram, you don’t reply. That’s okay. The universe is telling me to give up on you. It is easier said than done though! Haha

While I am happy at times, there’s a possibility that I’d get hurt if I get to know more about you. I know that I don’t have any chance with you, since you only see me as one of your friends/colleagues at work. With that, I wish you well and know that you have a special place in my heart.

Love,

Your not so secret admirer

[kbrushes]

Pag (h/t) anga 😊

May magagandang bagay pa rin na nangyayari nang hindi mo inaasahan. Masaya pagkat hindi mo inaasahan. Hindi mo inaasahan sapagkat ang alam mo e hanggang dun lang sa hindi mo inaasahan. Hanggang dun lang ang alam mo dahil hindi mo talaga inaasahan. Maaring paulit ulit pero ito ang aking nararamdaman. Pero sana, maulit muli ang bagay na iyon na hindi ko talaga inaasahan. Sa parehong pagkakataon tayo nagkakilala at sa tulong niyon ay lumago kahit konti ang ating pagsasama. Pero sana, hindi pa dito matatapos ang lahat. Mabait ka, alam ko. Nakikita ko. Nararamdaman ko. Maliban na lang kung dahil lasing ka o dahil may espesyal na tao kang kasama. Pero okay lang. Natutuwa akong makita kang tumawa dahil ko. Masarap sa pakiramdam, sa totoo lang. Ang hindi lang masarap sa pakiramdam ay ang hindi ka makita kahit isang araw pa lang ang nakakaraan. Oo, may paghanga ako. Pero paumanhin kung ganito ako humanga. Malala. Alam kong masasaktan lang ako kung hihingin ko ang mas malalim na relasyon dahil alam kong hindi mo ito maiibigay. Nung isang araw ko pa itong nararamdamn pero inip na akong makita kang muli. At mas naiinip akong maglaho ang paghangang ito. Nakakainip pagkat kung magpapatuloy pa ito, mas masakit. Mas mahirap pakawalan. Mas mahirap bumitaw. Hinihiling kong maglaho ito para pag nagkita tayong muli, ang mamimiss ko lang ay ang iyong pagbati sa akin, ang ating mga usapan bilang magkaibigan. Yun lang. Wala na ang mas malalim na nararamdaman.

[thechaussuremaven]