when i said i wanted to be graham in a damon graham kind of relationship; i didnt expect to turn out to be damon

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when i said i wanted to be graham in a damon graham kind of relationship; i didnt expect to turn out to be damon
A literal scene i’m prepared to draw in 8 Maths (still a wip name)
[unnamed 1] : okay but why is dylan kinda… ruth : DYLANS MY BROTHER?? [unnamed 1] : i know, (smirk) but he’s still a hear me out ruth : i’m pretending you didn’t just say that (turns around) [unnamed 2], your opinion. [unnamed 2] : welll.- [unnamed 1 and ruth] : hmm..? [unnamed 2] : he’s cute but i wouldn’t date him.” ruth : JESUS CHRIST- (mad and flustered)
I’m overconfident about rizzing the guy that i like, i have this feeling that when i eventually tell him that i like him, he’ll like me back; i feel like the future has already happened, and that this current moment is just another memory that i will look back on when we’ll be together. And because i know that the future might be nice for me, i am in a constant state of anticipation. I am perpetually thinking about how nice it would be to be together, yet i am furious at the same time that i could not be experiencing the future right now, that i have to wait so long before i can even realize the future.
I love it when my crush touches my shoulder and smiles at me, it just warms my heart ❤