Mar 18, 2023
I’m overconfident about rizzing the guy that i like, i have this feeling that when i eventually tell him that i like him, he’ll like me back; i feel like the future has already happened, and that this current moment is just another memory that i will look back on when we’ll be together. And because i know that the future might be nice for me, i am in a constant state of anticipation. I am perpetually thinking about how nice it would be to be together, yet i am furious at the same time that i could not be experiencing the future right now, that i have to wait so long before i can even realize the future.