#csatw

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It’s been about 5 years since you last touched me suggestively. But it still makes me fucking sick. I can’t stop remembering, and feeling absolutely disgusting. You were my brother! Brothers don’t do that to their younger siblings. You’re a fucking monster.

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i hate having trial and error medical stuff because its stirring up a lot of dysphoria and sexual trauma like i didnt even have a gyno appoinment but my campus doctors got me to talk about my CSA a bit and it just made the whole appointment uncomfortable, but now my mom wants me to schedule a gyno appointment at some point over in hometown although i dont wanna do that because she’ll want to hear about it/be there with me and it compromises my ability to be honest with the medical professionals that i was abused since it was a close family member and my mom doesnt know 

and my parents are already dealing with stuff because theyre dealing with moving houses and we’re going through financial trouble apparently