#curlyfictive

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remember kids! If people are being ableist about source you JUST START BITING THEM! biting people is always the answer!!!!!!!

-Curly fictive who's so tired of the fandom treating me lIKE A DAMN DOG APPARENTLY STOP THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(source is Mouthwashing)

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gently headbutting all my sourcemates in a comforting way. Like a cat. new life new whatever idk but everything is goig to be ok!!!!!!!!!! i hope everyone is doing good out there and if you're not doing good i am sending u. virtual hugs if u want them. i care abt y'all. and YES that includes all the jimmys out there!!!!!!!!!! i am still bonking your shoulder like a cat btw. meow!

-Curly (fictive, mouthwashing, #⏳⟳)

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JIMMY WAS A CUNT AND IM SO FUCKING SORRY TO ANYA FOR NOT TAKING IT SERIOUSLY ENOUGH. YOU DESERVED SOMEONE BETTER AS A CAPTAIN. I HOPE YOU FORGIVE ME. BUT I DON'T BLAME YOU IF YOU DON'T. - CAPTAIN CURLY (FICTIVE)

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you were my second in command for years. you knew about the cryopods. we had put injured crew members in them together. why the fuck were you keeping me awake, jimmy? did i not fucking bite you hard enough for you to get the message to quit fucking around? i was in agony. you knew how to stop it. i had trusted you.

-curly (fictive)

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Y'know. One of this body's samefoods is pizza rolls. And. Man I have trouble eating them bc they remind me of me 😭 Like that's a Meat Lump. *I'M* a Meat Lump. It's basically cannibalism at this point LMAO [JOKE] which sucks because they're fucking delicious!!!

... Ohwell ig!!!! ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ <= me omw to eat some pizza rolls anyways despite them reminding me of the Horrors cuz there isn't any other food in the house rn. Least it's better than mouthwash lmao!!!!

-Curly (Fictive, Mouthwashing, #⏳⟳)

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Piloting the Tulpar ❌️

Being frozen ❌️

Writing an essay on discrimination ✅️

I have never written an essay and can hardly feel my hands because this room is so cold (but at least I'm ok!) And this essay is looking good. I've written at least a third of it now and edited what a few others did :)

I keep getting de-motivated, but, it really helps to imagine the rest of the crew is still with me and is giving suggestions. Anya was always such a good person to bounce ideas off of, in my memory anyway. I think I might imagine her far too often actually, with all the time she spent talking at me in the medbay, it's strange NOT being around her now. I wish I could have responded. I dwell on that a lot. I dwell a lot in general, but this is becoming a long ramble and if I keep going I'll start to think in circles.

Anyways, does anyone have suggestions for music similar to Car Seat Head Rest and The Front Bottoms? (Not McCafferty though) I need more music, my taste is too different from our host's

-Curly

(Fictive/sys by the way!)

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every FUCKING time i close my eyes to sleep i see myself back on that fucking table about to lose my leg or in that goddamn chair about to be fed parts of myself and i hate it I HATE IT HERE JIMMY IF I FUCKIN SEE YOU AGAIN IT IS ON *SIGHT* MOTHERFUCKER I WILL GET YOUR ASS -Curly (#⏳⟳, fictive, Mouthwashing)

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y'know whats like fucked up. being eaten alive. yknow what eLSEE is fucked up. being fed your own body parts HELLOOOOOO??????? FUCKING HELLOOOOOOOOO GUYS???????? jesus christ the fuck did i do to deserve that????? smh. whatever though ig we stay silly ᕕ( ᐛ)ᕗ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

... actually yknow what i PROBABLY deserved it idk. idk! <3 whateverrrrr

-Curly (Mouthwashing, fictive, #⏳⟳)

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