Recently found out I'm Curly kin. It feels so damn weird, but I have to admit this awakening came at a not good time. My mental health is not okay. With that, comes denial and... Hm... Problems. Yeah... Problems.
Anyway, I came here to say that... Hm... I don't really hate you, Jimmy. I think... Maybe I am angry about it, but I can't bring myself to hate you. Maybe I should have... I don't know if you regret anything and... I don't think it matters now, does it? I just hope you never harm someone else the way you did back then. That's... All I wish for you now.
About everyone else... Anya, Swansea, Daisuke... You really deserved better. I blame myself, Jimmy, the company itself... But in the end, maybe it doesn't even matter anymore. What was done was done, right? I hope you can recover from all the trauma, whenever you are. And I hope you're living a much better life now. One without all the hell you went through. Especially you, Anya... So many of us could have heard, done more or... Just not done anything to harm you at all... And everyone failed you. I failed you.
Honestly? Anyone who expresses any anger about your decision, Anya... Or judgement... They don't know what you went through. Hell, not even I did. I knew what happened and that was it. Nobody else had to go through your mind, your emotions, your trauma and be in the terrible circumstances you were stuck in. I honestly hope you are in a place where you aren't silenced.
Hm... Well... Part of me feels stupid for writing this. I mean, what are the chances the people I'm sending this to will see it? Regardless... Maybe this will help someone? Who knows.
- Curly Kin (Mouthwashing)