#outer space cw

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If you let the host get into space-themed media, there will be more space-themed guys. More on this later.

Signed, one of said space-themed guys

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Apparently we're considering switching our major to study astrophysics now, which uh. I think it's kinda cool, definitely a far shot from microbiology, but it's still a science which I think will be pretty nice.

However, no one up here better get ANY ideas about us ever going into space. Heck no!

Don't get me wrong, I wouldn't change a thing since it lead to me meeting Rocky and that's... pretty much the best thing to ever happen to me, but the circumstances? Absolutely not. I put the NOT in astronaut, and I will stand by that.

I do think it's a bit funny that of all things, we're considering physics. Cmon guys, we were so close to biology. But fine, whatever, physics it is. I can live with that.

-Ryland Grace fictive, Project Hail Mary (mix of book and movie canon)

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so i'm curly (mouthwashing) and i got a memory recently of the others visiting me in medical

upon daisuke and swansea hearing what happened from anya, swansea suggested throwing jimmy out of the airlock

to which daisuke said "wow this is just like among us" under his breath

...i just want people to know about this. im losing my mind about it. daisuke please never change ilysm. /platonic

fsa

[fictionkinfessions]

Sooo fun how everyone completely ignores that I was actually losing my damn mind. That Curly never should have done my pysch eval, that Anya wasn't fucking qualified for her job. But like whatever. Definitely no real life people deal with the same kind of mental health neglect until they snap. No, all those hallucinations definitely came from guilt for my actions (which I did have, because I am guilty. I know what I did for fucks sake, you think I don't know it was wrong?) and not an actual breakdown that had been visibly building up for months under everyone's noses. Because totally sane people definitely choose to crash ships and sabotage their crewmates. It's definitely 100% my fault and no one else could've seen the signs and did something about it in the, I don't know, over a hundred and thirty days we were on that stupid fucking ship before the crash.

The ableism doesn't stop at Curly's treatment post crash. You're a bunch of hypocrites. You say mental health matters until someone actually has untreated psychosis and does something majorly fucked.

People think they're awful just for talking to me a lifetime apart. Some people do bad shit when they're out of their fucking mind. I'm sorry you all got hurt. I never fucking meant to hurt anyone. I wanted to fix it. I wanted to help. I was delusional and genuinely whole heartedly psychotic with no meds, no professionals and no help. Pony express hired me despite my record and promised me I'd have the care I needed.

Fuck you all.

-Jimmy, mouthwashing (fictive)

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For the canon scholar game:

Not only did I attend a school, but I went to college at age 6, which earned me the title of Millenium Prodigy :p

I'm pretty sure I became a fully-fledged psychiatrist at age 18? And then I proceeded to dedicate my career to studying "Malice", which was dooming our world... I didn't manage to stop it but I did get chosen to go on a spacesship full of other successful scholars to create a new world.

Even if that spaceship's crew was partly chosen because of nepotism. (¬_¬ ;)

No, really. My mentor/boss brought his 10 or so year old daughter who was infect with malice into the spaceship. As well as his niece, who is now somehow one of my best friends (love you astra <3), WHO ATTACKED ME WITH AN AXE FIVE YEARS PRIOR-

(I've completely forgiven them for it considering the circumstances back then, plus the fact that it's been over a thousand years, but GOD is it weird that he let them in while knowing what happened to me)

My mentor figures were both kind of screwed up. One of them was my mom, who hated my guts, and the other one was my boss (mentioned above), who worked me to the bone and was the cheapest man alive. So... yeah (. . ;)

I don't even remember my college teachers...

As for my peers... I was the lead psychiatrist both at the clinic I worked at before and in the spaceship, and I never interacted much with others besides passing on orders, and even then I think I usually left that to my assistants. I don't think others liked me much, to be honest, considering I have many memories of feeling eyes on me and I'm pretty sure there were a lot of rumors about me (. . ;)

And now I have lost all my "millenium prodigy" knowledge and have to go to a normal school. Oh, how the mighty have fallen...

— Levia 🌑 (Evillious Chronicles, kin)

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Idk if it can be counted as canon objects game, but maybe it is lol

I was rearranging stuff on my desk and only then realized how many space themed stuff I actually own. Keychains, pins, even a small night light shaped like Saturn. A lot of stuff, really. What's ironic, is that half of those things were gifted to me by my Curly long before Mouthwashing.

And I find it pretty interesting, because I remember not caring about space at all in my source. I didn't see anything in it, nothing charming or amusing. Would I work on Earth back then, I wouldn't even notice a difference. But now...

Now, space comforts me, strangely. To the point of pure curiousity and... attachment, I guess? It reminds me of times long before the crash, when everything was... well, better.

I know it's just trinkets, but they embody the happier part of my past. The one that I really miss sometimes

— Jimmy from Mouthwashing #🩻⛓️

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[fictionkinfessions]

so i'm curly (mouthwashing) and i got a memory recently of the others visiting me in medical

upon daisuke and swansea hearing what happened from anya, swansea suggested throwing jimmy out of the airlock

to which daisuke said "wow this is just like among us" under his breath

...i just want people to know about this. im losing my mind about it. daisuke please never change ilysm. /platonic

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