#curtises

[mishinsisa]

Things that make me grow a beard:

1. Listening to Amon Amarth

2. Watching the Briggs crew in action

3. Watching the Armstrongs and the Curtises whooping Sloth’s ass

[dallaswinstons]

for the fic title: the ache to love and be loved

note: i felt like this title was really fitting for bob

He tried to drown everything in the liquor, for a second the burning in his throat overtook the pain he felt in his chest. The emptiness felt like he was collapsing into himself; the overwhelming ache to love and be love. He was scared of his longing, he wanted to understand, to rationalize his fears, to give shape to his sadness. Cherry; the sweet girl who saw him and it terrified him— to see him meant to understand he was a hollow shell. He was scared: scared of feeling everything and nothing, scared he was incapable of loving others. 

The finished bottles on his beside were the easier option, he was scared of understanding who he was to himself. Instead, he remained in this constant inebriated state, to be numbed and reckless. Every reckless action felt like a distraction, some way to keep all the pain at bay. It was the only way to maintain himself from cracking in front of his friends. They were all supposed to be careless and free. He tried to maintain the facade: the jet-set West-side rich kids. 

It made him feel helpless, trapped in this image and expectations that it came with. He shaped his vulnerabilities into anger, lashed out at others and gave him a sense of control when he was falling apart himself. It was a short-lived kind of victory, the one he constantly chased. It turned him reckless and dangerous to everyone around him. It wasn’t like his parents noticed, so long as he maintained their expectations, they didn’t give him a second thought. The drinking and violence were a spiral he couldn’t stop himself from going down, garnering the worry of Randy and Cherry. He pushed them away and lashed out at them too, and the worst part was: they always came back. 

That is until the day he didn’t come back. 

[timcurlyshepard]

🌟 (send me one back if you want, you deserve all the love)

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[curlyshepards]

🌟 bestow me with the honor if you would

omg ok so listen i’ve done some severe reevaluating of myself after the one you did for me. anyway. i remember kinda seeing your url keep popping up more and more a while ago and i was like WHO IS THIS and i checked out your blog and i think this was even before you were following me but i.....fell in love. i think you are so intelligent and carry yourself in the best way possible. you are so kind yet unattainable because its like? am i worthy of a friendship with this person? the answer is no. ANYWAY i highly respect all your opinions and i think that you are one of the top tier blogs on this website. the way you present yourself is just amazing and so put together and I just really admire you ok!! but thank you for following me and also your hair is beautiful and so are you inside & out xoxo love you to pieces

[dallaswinstons]

☆Send to 10 other bloggers you think are wonderful. Keep this going to make someone smile.☆ // I'd be crazy not to send this to my sun and stars, my favorite Swagittarius

you know this love goes both ways, Bailey! i miss you and it feels like we haven't talked in forever but quarantine has brought me back! i would literally follow u to the end on the world <33

[dallaswinstons]

How ya doin I miss you

ya girl fucked up her hand after getting waaaay to drunk so i punched a bunch of exit signs and tore them down and then tried to punch through the dry wall so i cant really move my right hand and that’s how 2020 has been goin but im gonna be more active and more things to my queue bc school is so stressful this semster but im gettin through it 

[dallaswinstons]

🌟 i’d go for a teensy weensy lil compliment from such an incredible girl

Bailey, honestly I consider you my honorary big sis since i only have an older brother. You are lightyears wiser and better than I am and i continue to strive for just a fraction of your poise and calming vibe. i know i SUCK at answering asks and im not all mushy or good with words but im just saying i would kill a small family for you if the occasion arises. you have this special motherly energy to you that will serve you well in life and i cant wait to see the big things youll do. you have an amazing aesthetic and taste in tv shows (GoT for life we will just pretend s8 never existed). bailey you are my khaleesi. I also wanna mention just how easily you interact with everyone and you’re such a good peacekeeper my impulsive and annoying ass could never

[dallaswinstons]

You’ll always be Mrs. Post to me ❤️ and him letting a generator decide his fate is so unlike my perfectionist ass, who’d be sitting there with my entire two brain cells for hours trying to decide on the most poetic stage name and finally breaking down into stress tears like mom it’s too hard I’m never going to be famous!!!! Sometimes I need someone to tell me it’s not that deep and he really did that for his own self, good for him. taking a moment to applaud his zen approach bc I could never

My impulsive ass loves his energy because he’s just so chill and he just wants to vibe ya know. I love how he just makes music for the sake of it. Honestly his impulsive ass really outshines mine bc my mans really decided to put twenty tattoos on his face without hesitation and I really respect that. Wishing I could be Mrs. Post but it’s okay I’ll settle with loving him from afar.