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𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐈𝐍𝐆 : 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐠 .

the “ i love my friends , but i forget to call them ” chapter .

#cusatask #no proof reading in this house #it's almost 3 am #i was going to make this the grand finale but i am so late it's my grand opening #and then the individual playlists after work <3 #hopefully

TASK 201: ZAHRA JACKSON - THE BITCH.

#truly dragging myself over the finish line with this #@ me: do things when it's not the middle of the night challenge #cusatask

Strawberries & Cigarettes - Troye Sivan “long nights, daydreams, sugar and smoke rings. i’ve been a fool, but strawberries and cigarettes always taste like you. headlights, on me. racing to 60. i’ve been a fool, but strawberries and cigarettes always taste like blue eyes, black jeans, lighters, and candy. i’ve been a fool, but strawberries and cigarettes always taste like you.”

This song reminds me so much of teenage West and Sabrina. I always see a little montage of them getting up to trouble in my mind when I think about it and this song captures that perfectly. No matter how far away they get from their teenage years, little things will always bring them back to those moments.

Thinking of You - Katy Perry “comparisons are easily done once you’ve had a taste of perfection... i guess second best is all i will know...he kissed my lips, i taste your mouth. he pulled me in, i was disgusted with myself. ‘cause when i’m with him i am thinking of you. what you would do if you were the one who was spending the night. oh, i wish that i was looking into your eyes.”

After West, Sabrina swore off love, but she definitely did a lot of dating around. The entire time she could only really think about how they were in comparison to West. No one ever lived up to him and that’s because no one else could possibly be the love of her life. Even when she was with Bertram, West was always at the back of her mind. There was always a part of her that wanted to run right back to him.

This Love (Taylor’s Version) - Taylor Swift “in silent screams, in wildest dreams i never dreamed of this... in sinking ships, in losing grips, you showed up just in time... your kiss, my cheek, i watched you leave. your smile, my ghost, i fell to my knees. when you’re young you just run but you come back to what you need. this love is good, this love is bad, this love is alive back from the dead. these hands had to let it go free. this love came back to me.”

Okay, this one chokes me up I cannot tell a lie. Sabrina never wanted to end things with West, but she was forced to by her mother. He promised her that they’d find their way back to each other one day, but I don’t think she ever really believed it from her spot under her mother’s thumb. West came back into her life at exactly the right moment, right as she started to lose sight of who she is. Now that their love has come back to her, she’ll do whatever she has to, to protect it.

Miss Americana & The Heartbreak Prince - Taylor Swift “its you and me, that’s my whole world. they whisper in the hallway she’s a bad, bad girl. the whole school is rolling fake dice, you play stupid games you win stupid prizes. its you and me, there’s nothing like this, miss americana and the heartbreak prince. we’re so sad we paint the town blue, voted most likely to run away with you.”

I love the imagery of Sabrina the prom queen, pageant girl gone bad and West as this heartbreaker guy. Everything is falling apart around them, but the two of them are pretty much all that matters to her.

Little Did I Know - Julia Michaels “the summer before you, you can’t spell ‘drama’ without consonants. and i admit, i usually was the cause of it. now here we are, you got me changing all of it. slow me down, i want you too. it’s different when it comes to you. but little did i know you would be the one i confide in, learn how to try with. little did i know it was you before i ever decided... just look at you can you blame me?”

Let’s throw it all the way back to teenage West and Sabrina for this one. West Virginia and Sabrina Logan were probably the last two people on Earth anyone thought would fall in love. Glenda Logan’s seemingly uptight daughter and the boy from the wrong side of the tracks? Sabrina agreed to go on a date with him to piss her mother off, but it only took five minutes for her to realize there was an intense spark between them. Both then and now, West makes her want to be the best version of herself. It’s the version he deserves to be with.

@beachboy-west

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𝐓𝐀𝐒𝐊 𝟐𝟎𝟏 // 𝐂𝐀𝐒𝐄𝐘 𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐋, 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐊 𝐊𝐈𝐃

#cusatask #it does say his name on that gif in the middle but it's writing for ants <3

TASK 201: CRISTIANO VAN ALLEN *THE ACTIVIST*

#cusatask #cusatask201 #( baby's first tassssssskkk hahahahaha

TASK 2.01: ALICE ALDER, THE FALLEN ANGEL.

The Bitch: She and Zahra Jackson were friends before she could count above 10. Along with Lux Lewis, they formed a neat little trio that would last from grade-school all the way through high-school. They were there for each other in the worst of times, saw each other as down as they could get. They were there for each other in the best of times, saw each other as elated as they could get. But it came to a head when Zahra, by choice or by accident, cut her and Lux off after leaving for college. Had everything remained just as it was before she left, perhaps that could have been accepted as a part of life... because that was what it was, right? You move on to a new stage, you leave people who get stuck behind. But, in the midst of that crisis of a year, having the ability to really reach Zahra would have fixed so much, so she liked to believe... and yet, it never happened. Love and animosity became two sides of the same coin when Zahra returned. For all of those surface feelings, everything that could be easily accessed, that called out for her to despise Zahra, she never could -- not in the real way. That’s how the story goes when someone knows you. The Confidant: Frankie Freese was a good first move after Lux’s departure from our mortal realm (r/im14andthisisdeep). If she wanted to talk about anything surrounding Lux, the rumor, or the year as a whole, Frankie had an open ear. But, as time progressed and talking about feelings became more and more obsolete, Frankie was there with a blunt and a fun time. The Romantic: Moving out was a rare borderline spur-of-the-moment decision, making it dumb luck that Mackenzie “Mac” Walsh was also seeking a new place to call ‘home’ and someone to split the utilities with. It has turned into a relationship that almost relies on not talking about it. The fourth girl this week that Mac’s infatuated with? Alright... That baggie in the potted plant? Alright... Anyway, wanna see who can find the worst movie? The Wannabe: Lux sic’ing Kitty Maddox on her was par for the course. Given that she knew Lux was behind it all, thinking of Kitty as anything more than a Scrappy-Doo was quite difficult. Her hatred was more... funny ( in a bitter way ) than it was infuriating. Alice would play along -- that was the intent, right? However, when the act continued after Lux’s death... and then some... it grew old. So stale that it was no longer just humoring a mean little dog -- it was active engagement. The Activist: Cristiano “Cris” Van Allen was always a welcomed presence, his eccentricities and personality being a relief in a sea filled with so many masks. The relief she felt when he came out as someone who believed her when she said she didn’t write the message, when he was the first of the few to support her during that, was unparalleled. The longer life is drawn out, the more she has grown to appreciate him -- how authentic he is ( haha ) -- even beyond the sticking up he had done. Love you king! The Sleuth: *Pink Panther theme song*

#drugs tw #addiction tw #cusatask #yeehaw!#if this is bad.... yes it is im so sorry i wrote half of it dying from sleep-deprivation last night HFLAIUDS #also moodboard gifs...... what a concept!

TASK 201: RORY COLLINS ⋆THE BABY⋆

#cusatask #this quite literally nearly killed me #season 2 #dear god why is it so long??? flsdakfj;lsdkfj;alsd

TASK 201: LIBBY FUCKING LOGAN - THE CLASSIC.

THE LUX FILES BIO:

Libby Logan and Lux Lewis. They should have been twin flames: two blondes out for the love and attention that they never really got at home... even if it came at the cost of other people’s feelings sometimes. Sure, Libby was always a little less obvious about it - but maybe that’s why the two girls always butted heads. If Libby could just admit that she had ulterior motives sometimes, maybe Lux would have respected her. Maybe if Libby could just admit she was a little fucked up, Queen Lewis would have taken pity on her... But she never did, and the two girls stayed at odds. That was never a secret to the rest of the Gang: but Libby and Lux always kept just how much they hated each other to themselves.

To this day, Libby still thinks about Lux - but mainly about the night that she died. Her hand ached so badly after she had broken it on Lux’s nose, but Libby just kept punching. The sound of both of their bones cracking still rings in her head when she’s trying to sleep at night. Maybe it’s been a year since she and Lux clawed at each other in the streets; since Libby saw the flash of a camera out of the corner of her eye and jumped away from the other girl... But she’s still waiting, anxious and terrified, for the other shoe to drop.

She knows that if anyone found out she attacked Lux that night, she would surely be suspect number one... Even if her hand is healed now, and no pictures of her fight with Lux - besides the one the Candy Girl sent her, way back when - ever surfaced. Libby would still do everything in her power to hide it. Not that it should be very hard now that the Candy Girl is out of the way. Right?

LIBBY’S SECRET:

After a year of being jerked around by Cherry, Libby just wants to get back to her old self again - even if that girl was sort of a shell. To accomplish this, Libby has been buying Adderall by the bottle on the Southside. She’s determined to become the girl she used to be: the one who threw parties, and lived at the top of her class. The girl who seemed just untouchable enough to keep people interested. She’s reinventing herself... But the fact that she’s hanging around with the Southsiders - and getting herself a little to involved with their business? That might screw over the whole “””new leaf””” thing. If you can call ‘pretending I didn’t have a massive breakdown’ a new leaf.

She’s been living with Leo Walsh, and she’s terrified he’ll find out and kick her onto the streets just like her mother did - so she’s been careful to hide it. It makes her feel sick to her stomach; it makes her feel like she’s taken ten steps back to go on hiding her habits from her friends... but Libby doesn’t know what else she’s supposed to do.

She’s messed up so bad thus far. She just wants to feel perfect again: she has to, and she’ll do almost anything to make it there. Even if Adderall totally doesn’t help keep her rage issues.

She just wants to have a great summer working as a lifeguard on the beach, and part-time at Blossom Records. But most of all, she wants to prepare herself for the upcoming schoolyear at CCU: because she’s going to kick it’s ass.

LIBBY’S CONNECTIONS:

THE ROMANTIC: Mackenzie Walsh had always had a crush on Libby - she knew - but it wasn’t until the summer of ‘98 that they became close enough for her to begin to fall back. Fearful of her feelings - and suffering from Mad Religious Guilt - she ditched him after sleeping with him for the first time. Now that they barely speak to one another, Libby is the one doing the chasing, and searching for even a hint of normalcy within their friendship. Libby feels selfish beyond belief for hurting him - she feels like Lux Lewis - but it’s safe to say the roles have successfully been reversed. He’s moving on, and she’s heart sick and pining.

THE CONFIDANT: Now that Mackenzie Walsh is moving on, Frankie Freese should have less reason to worry about Libby Logan breaking his heart... Except for the fact that she’s living in his Uncle’s guest bedroom, and totally hung up on him. Frankie is there for Libby - she’s going to be a shoulder to cry on, and a joint to smoke - but that’s not going to stop her from slowly pushing Libby just that extra mile out of Mac’s life. For both of their sake.

THE HEARTBREAK KID: The Hargrove’s and the Logan’s have been family friends since Glenda and Harvard were schoolkids - so it’s no surprise that Libby is still hiding her friendship with Casey from Harvey, and from the rest of her family. He had crossed someone who should be close to her: the Hargrove’s were always loyal to her, and she should be loyal to them too... Casey is one of her best friends now, though. One of the only people she can trust; who can actually make her laugh when she feels like losing it. So what if she’s scared someone will find out? Now that Glenda is out of her life, all she really has to worry about is driving another wedge between Harvey and Casey.

THE WANNABE: Kitty and Libby had only ever had one thing to commiserate over: hating Lux Lewis. Now that Lux is out of the picture? They’re constant competitive nature has taken center stage for the two girls. Both of them constantly fight for center stage, and for the last word - and now that Mackenzie Walsh - the boy Libby pushed away - is seeing Kitty? Libby is ready to compete over that too. She’s got it in her head to join the Cheerleading squad come fall, just to best Kitty at one more thing... Does it have anything to do with Mac? No. It has to do with kicking Kitty’s ass for rubbing it all in her face. Screw Kitty Maddox.

THE MANNEQUIN: Libby and Audrina always found ways to butt heads while they were growing up, and it’s no different now that they’re grown. Libby is still terrified of the Mannequin - and maybe they’ll never totally trust each other - but now that things have calmed down in Cherry, the girl’s are at least trying to be polite to each other. They’re going to be newfound frenemies - which will be especially with Libby joining the cheerleading squad come Fall! But as Libby continues to hang out with Casey on the downlow - and the secret of Libby’s SAT scores continues to brew in the background - will their frenemyship turn into actual friendship or a raging disaster?