i partied a bit thurs night but then didn't eat all day because i had to rush to a hair appointment. i was starting to feel faint and dizzy so i had an apple. by the time i got home my blood sugar crashed so severely i passed out which led to the worst panic attack of my life. my brain felt like it was outside of my head and my arms and legs didn't belong to me. my hands were vibrating and clenched in grotesque forms. i was able to call 911 and the ambulance came for me. i had two more panic attacks in the hospital wait room because i was literally left to sit there for three hours before anyone saw me and they wouldn't give me any ativan or anything.
anyways they finally gave me an ativan and sent me home. i was still feeling totally loopy/dizzy/dissociative. i puked a bunch as soon as i got home and started hallucinating. the walls were melting and i could see crab-like monsters crawling on the floor. thankfully after a few hours i passed the fuck out. its the next day and im in bed right now still feeling like shit but at least i can sip some liptons noodle soup for some salt and calories.