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[matesuoka]

@cymatiliscxr 

“Haru” he breathes out, arms wrapped around the older teen from behind, squeezing him. He inhales, eyes shutting as he allows the familiar scent to wash over. He hasn’t even removed his shoes, bag or coat yet. “I’m back”

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Accidents happen all the time..

♥ For mine to accidentally bite yours too hard while kissing.

The two of them had been sitting comfortably on the couch watching tv when a certain blue-eyed male had wordlessly scooted over and climbed onto the other’s unsuspecting lap, effectively blocking his view of the television. Makoto blinked in surprise as Haru settled atop him. “Haru..?” He started to question before a pair of lips came forward to silence him in a kiss. 

“Ngh.” Mako winced a bit at the feeling of teeth raking over his bottom lip and drawing a little blood. He opened an eye to see the other pulling away slightly, looking back at him a little breathlessly. A brush over the lips with his tongue told him that he was indeed bleeding a bit. “Ah..”

[idksou]

cymatiliscxr:

Well, wasn’t that cute.

Seeing the taller more masculine male blush and stutter, Haru couldn’t help the smirk that overcame his face. This was so amusing, and not only that, but before the other even let him know that this was his first time, the shorter already had a perfect guess that it was. Which made the desire even stronger than before.

Oh yeah, he’d definitely ruin this guy by the nights end.

“Well, I guess since it’s your first time, I can give you a discount.” And Haru rarely ever did this. Only to those he thought were deserving of it, and as far as this guy was concerned, he very much so deserved it. “Or, maybe after we’re done, it can be on the house.” He purred, giving the handsome looking teal eyed man a sultry look as his hands ran up from his firm stomach (oh god– and he was ripped?!) to his chest. Then again, it would all depend on how good he was, but Haru had no doubt whatsoever.

“Your place or a hotel?”

[;;          Sousuke was so distracted by the other man’s lips and body that it hadn’t fazed him that the prostitute mentioned it was his first time-- or that he had offered him a discount. Maybe he was just being nice. Money wasn’t an issue, so if they danced the night away and it ended up costing him-- it be worth it.

      “H-Hotel..” was all he managed to whisper, feeling the shorter male’s hands explore his body. He was already aroused and that embarrassed him further. Sousuke bit down on his own lip at the idea of getting to kiss this man. 

He was a flustered mess..      ;;]

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[ The Mess We’re In ;;

cymatiliscxr:

Why was he making it sound like he was the one to blame in all of this? He didn’t tell him to go off and get engaged! He didn’t tell him to go find someone to love in the couple of months he was gone! No one told him to do that. He did so on his own. Stupid idiot. 

Haruka, quietly seething in his own rage, narrowed his gaze in a heated glare at the offender, any and all previous thoughts of what he said, vanishing, as he marched up to the giant. 

Like hell he would be blamed for this crap. Some of it was Sousuke’s mess too.

“I’m the idiot?!” A slim finger jabbed at Sousuke’s chest, azure orbs alight with fury. “You’re the idiot! Not me! You’re the one that just had to go and get engaged with the first person you landed your eyes on!” Every word that slipped from his mouth was like venom. It burned, it was cringe worthy. But he was just so tired. “I never wanted this! For you to get engaged to someone else..”

Haru wanted Sousuke back. Needed him back, but it was already too late. Before he even had a chance to notice, Sousuke had already slipped through his fingers and was in the arms of someone else. Someone he possibly loved.

“So don’t blame this on me! You never once told me how you felt either!” And then he was stumbling back, the heels of his palms digging into his eyes as the tears began to slide down his cheeks. Goddamn him for making him cry like this. For making him lose control over his emotions.

For making him break.

[;;      Haru’s words echoed in is ears-- and Sousuke found he was unable to ignore the truth that jabbed at him, similar to that of the finger that had made contact with his chest-- painful only in the sense of waking him up to his own mistakes.

He’d never said anything either..

When had Sousuke convinced himself that he was the victim? Was it before or after he’d met his fiance? When he was trying to justify his relationship..? The need for touch--? To settle the guilt that would build up in his stomach with every touch and kiss from the person who wasn’t who he truly loved.. That of betrayal to Haru and deceit to Emiko. 

      --This was his fault..

Communication was a two way street, and a few steps forward only to turn back wasn’t an attempt. It was cowardice.  

When Haru staggered backwards, Sousuke instinctively reached forward to catch him-- thinking the other might fall. He grabbed and his shoulders and pulled him into his body-- not wanting to let him go, though he knew the other would protest.

       “I’m sorry..” he choked out, eyes shut tight as he held the other. “I’m s-so sorry, Haruka..”      ;;]

[matesuoka]

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♔ :Finding your muse wearing their clothes

Rin walking into the lockers room just in time to see Haru trying on his jacket is purely coincidental, really, he was supposed to be swimming right now if only he didn’t happen to forget his goggles. 

He hides behind the corner, peeking at the other teen and feeling warmness pool both in his cheeks and chest. That’s-- that’s not something he’s been prepared to see. What does Haru even do? Did he confuse their jackets? No way, he’s not that much of an airhead, is he? 

Did he.... Did he put it on purpose? But why then? The more he thinks the faster his heartbeat goes, he should just-- walk there and... and take his goggles, yeah, maybe also-- casually-- ask Haru what’s going on. 

“....” he swallows, counts to three and wears a smug smile, finally walking from behind the corner. “Haru” he calls, smirking wider once he gets the other’s attention. “Considering to change schools?” he teases, raising an eyebrow.

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