Hi wanted to know if you are accepting requests and if you are still in the mcyt fandom?? I have a story not a vore story but wanted to see if you would be interested.
Hi!!
Yes, I don’t close requests! However, i am an incredibly busy individual and cannot promise that i will get to it at a reasonable time. I only get so much time to write and I do tend to focus on my own aus when I am free. Also while I am still in the mcyt fandom, i only write for dsmp (and dsmp adjacent things like osmp). So basically just that cast of characters. (sorry to anyone who has submitted hermitcraft prompts, i don’t know who those people are.)
But you can absolutely still send requests! I have put my own stuff on the back burner before when a random ask gave me inspiration, but I can’t make any promises.
from now on i want to make one thing incredibly clear: everything i write is for characters. it always has been, it always will be, that’s even in my pinned post, i just want to make sure everyone knows that.
i do not watch the content of most of the people i write for. i never will. i am tired of having to change the stories i write to account for the actions of real human idiots, so im not going to anymore.
i use character names, but lets be real i treat my versions of these characters like ocs. the actions of real ccs have no bearing on me when i don’t know jack shit about them, so i’m just gonna keep using the characters (let’s be real, how much did some ccs give us anyway im making shit up).
i’m gonna keep writing characters, i don’t give a shit what the creator did. if a creator fucks up, just presume i don’t support them cause 1: the odds are that i never did (i can count the number of dsmp members i watched on one hand) and 2: im a decent fucking human being. these stories and characters mean too much to me at this point to throw them away, i’m throwing away the bad people who made them instead. the characters are mine now.
as for real people: if they’re not currently positively associated with Tommyinnit and Quackity, presume i don’t care. not that i hate them with a burning passion (except The Biter™ i do hate him), not that i like them, just that i don’t care and/or have never even watched their content.
Do you have an ao3? I recall you did but I don't remember 💔 nor can I seem to find it😭
i actually don’t, funny enough
Well, i have an ao3 account to comment and bookmark, but i don’t have anything posted. Mostly because i have no idea how posting on ao3 works. Also partially because none of my aus have stories that are linear, and i have no idea how i’d put that on ao3.
I suppose I could just have a bunch of random stories be part of one larger work per au, but I just haven’t had the time to go through 4 years of stories and repost them on a website with a format that i’d have to re-learn after years of only using tumblr.
it’s definitely something i want to do eventually, especially because i have some longer chaptered stories in the works that would benefit from being on ao3, but for now the best place to find my longer written works would be under the #cynwrites tag or just scrolling through the specific au tag for whatever story you’re looking for!
or just ask me for it. if there’s a specific story you want and you can’t find it, 9 times out of 10 i can link you to it lol
it’s 1am and I’m exhausted and probably being dumb and pushing too much in this because it’s your au and all so, so sorry if I am
but
what if on your fairies au, if Tommy tried to used his magic to make Tubbo more like him (able to understand bells) and accidentally made Tubbo more like him (tiny)? Obvs, they reverse it and fix it but idk sleep deprivation is probably getting to me, sorry if you don’t like it
dw i was up until 2 am cause im in the middle of show week rn, i completely understand and sympathize with the exhaustion brain fog lol
fairies in this au are more based on Tinkerbell, so they only powers they have are nature or elemental based. The kings and their son (Bad, Skeppy, and Sapnap) aren’t that powerful either (Bad is a spring fairy, Skeppy is a winter fairy, and Sapnap has weird weather powers). Unfortunately, Tommy doesn’t have the skill or actual magical talent to change anyone’s size.
I think it would be really fun if Tommy could mess with Tubbo like that, especially because i love the trope of a character getting shrunk and both parties panicking (blame Epic 2017 and Princess and the Frog), but i want Tommy to read as a pathetic wet cat of a fairy so i can’t overpower him.
also never apologize for sending asks!! i love hearing people’s ideas!! Im gonna be so real with you, getting asks about things greatly helps me make a coherent story, because i make up half of the stuff i write as I answer asks. I rarely ever actually plan things.
You’re never ever pushing too much by sharing ideas. My aus are greatly up for audience interpretation and I love hearing which way people think a story should go, cause half the time i haven’t decided for myself! I come up with ideas, sure, but it’s other people sending prompts and ideas that actually turn those ideas into a story, so I always appreciate input! Ty for sending your ask 🫶
with the update to the situation: i’m not gonna say much on it now, i wanna collect my thoughts more cause i think i need time to process. in the meantime, i’m gonna be posting a bunch of art for my aus that haven’t ever seen the light of day and hopefully answer some asks (none of which will be involving the person involved for the time being)
ik this all is gonna be hard for people to process, and i really do care about this little community, so if anything i make can help someone feel a bit better in the current state of things, then i want to do what i can.
ok this isn’t really a post about the situation but it is a minor update to how i’ll be handling a few of my aus:
the whole rant is under the cut but tldr: the aus i talk about here are Store Shifter, Dad’s Troubles, Flubber, and Epic. Store Shifter and Dad’s Troubles are getting left alone, Flubber is getting a minor recast, and Epic is getting more majorly reworked (mostly character wise, kinda plot wise). As of right now, Wil/crimeboy centric fics are on pause. Not cancelled, but i’ll see later down the road if they need changed or if i can learn to separate the character from the creator. I will be updating the Epic au soon with said reworkings cause i really really really wanna finish that story. I have yet to start and actually finish a chaptered fic and I want this to be my first.
most recently i’ve been posting a few updates on mainly the Store Shifter and Flubber au, while i’ve been kinda working on the Dad’s Troubles and Epic AU in the background.
For the most part, these aus will remain unchanged because you know who either isn’t in them or isn’t a main character. For the Store Shifter, i’m not changing it for now because he isn’t and was never planned to be an important character. I’m just gonna ignore him in that au. Dad’s Troubles he just straight up isn’t in, so that one is unchanged.
Flubber au is a little different: i’m just recasting. He doesn’t have a huge part, but it is a lore important one, so from now on in that story the main antagonist will be Dream (1: he’s easy to stick in the “Tommy’s antagonistic boss” role and 2: i need at least one au where Dream is an antagonist lol). So yeah i’ll make a more official post for that au later.
The main reason for this post tho is the Epic AU, which is one of my personal favorites and i have so much that I want to talk about it for and even a whole bunch of new characters and concepts and world building that I want to post about. However, this au faces a problem for me at this moment: it’s crimeboy centric.
As of right now, I do not feel comfortable updating any of my Wil/crimeboy centric aus/fics. This is not to say I’m discontinuing them, i’m personally very attached to my own fics and a lot of them were written to either help me feel better or to help other people feel better, so I don’t feel right just throwing them away. Also, i will never be deleting my fics or shutting down this account, so I don’t want people to worry there, either. However, I don’t know how comfortable I am with writing for c!Wil rn, especially since this situation is still so fresh and plenty of people haven’t shared their experiences/responses (not to say that I expect anyone to; i don’t expect everything to be handled publicly over twitter). I think in time i’ll be able to separate the character from the actor; unfortunately i’ve been through this before. i’ve seperated characters who were far more like their creator from said creator who had done far worse things (if anyone on this blog has watched TribeTwelve, you know exactly what I’m talking about).
However, even if I eventually decide that I can write c!Wil while separating him from his creator, i don’t know if i’ll ever feel fully comfortable incorporating him in stories with a bigger cast of characters given the cc responses to his actions. Any stories where I have him interacting with people like Ranboo, Tubbo, or especially Niki will likely need to be changed because i don’t feel comfortable portraying them like friends anymore.
I’ve kind of done this before, honestly, i just never posted about it last time: when beeduo first stopped talking publicly, i stopped writing for beeduo. To this day, i have a fuck ton of beeduo requests in my inbox that i never got to and may not ever write because i didn’t feel comfortable writing their characters being close when in real life they may have had a falling out or now hated each other (so, so sorry to the people that sent those btw). Over time, most people started to realize that it was because of the crazy amount of shipping. It was bad during the dsmp and only got worse when Ranboo came out and all the speculation over Tubbo’s sexuality hit its peak when he’d made it very clear that crossed his boundaries. After realizing their silence was likely just them trying to shut up a more toxic part of both of their fanbases, i became a bit more comfortable writing them as friends again. I still haven’t made any beeduo centric fics or stories since then cause i don’t know the full story of what happened between them, this is all just speculation, but i at least have them be friends as supporting characters in aus i’ve already made.
All this to say that the way i handle the rest of my aus really depends on how things play out more with the situation. Again, it’s still new and i’m still gathering my thoughts. I can think about it more clearly now that i’ve gotten over the shock, which is why i’m posting this, but not every decision will be finalized immediately.
However, back to the Epic AU, it will be getting a rework in a lot of ways. I’m changing up the cast, and i’ve decided to cut Wil entirely because 1: i’m impatient and this is an au that i really wanna start up again and keep working on right now and 2: in the au i have him being friends with Ranboo and Dream and Tubbo and again that’s just not something i feel super comfortable with rn. So, i’m recasting and minorly changing the plot so i can update that one soon cause honestly i just miss it. I’ve still got so many asks and art requests (Becky sent me an art request like almost a year ago now and istg i’m gonna fucking draw it if it kills me) and there was a whole nother species i teased a bunch and then just…never told you about.
So yeah expect an update on the Epic AU soon and thank you for reading this entire fucking essay. As a little bonus for taking your time to read this, i’ll give you a hint for the next au im working on: karlnapity and vampires >:)
Eat, drink water, and get a good nights rest, take care of yourself <3
ok so i hate addressing drama on here but this feels important.
If this is how you’re learning about the Shubble situation, i apologize
more under the cut
first things first: i 100% stand with and believe Shubble. My heart is with her fully and I’m so glad she’s healing from what she went through with her abuser.
the reason im posting this, though, is because of the discourse surrounding Wilbur Soot and the possibility/evidence that he was the unnamed abuser Shubble was talking about. And as many of you know, i post a lot of crimeboy/sbi/wilbur-centric stuff. For now, because from what i can tell the situation is less than a week old, i’m going to give Wilbur time to respond. I won’t say that it’s him, i won’t say that it’s not him, but i’m prepared for the worst.
As for this blog, i’m probably going to handle this the same way i handled the Dream situation; i’m going to take a break from Wilbur centric aus for the moment until things become clearer, but the odds that i’ll stop writing for his character all together are slim. I don’t write with ccs in mind, ever, period. At this point i’m treating the dsmp cast like OCs with how far removed from their og characters they tend to be in my stories. In all honestly, i stopped watching half of these creators over a year ago, but i still like the idea of their dsmp characters. Hell, to be completely truthful i don’t think i’ve ever watched a Dream or Sapnap youtube video in full and those two are main characters in like half of my aus.
Also clarification just so this doesn’t get misconstrued: when i say “i’m going to handle this like the Dream situation,” i mean i’m gonna keep writing and not take down my previous stories, i’m just going to distance myself from the creator until more comes to light. I don’t want to compare Shubble’s experiences with abuse to fakes snapchat screenshots posted on twitter. Again, I stand with and believe Shubble’s story 100%, abuse is not something to be taken lightly and I wish her nothing but the best. It takes guts to speak out like she has and I commend her bravery.
This situation is a bit harder for me than the Dream one, though, because as I mentioned, i was never a huge cc!Dream fan, more a c!Dream fan. But I’ll be devastated if this is all true because I was a huge Wilbur Soot fan. Never really liked LoveJoy, just wasn’t my type of music, but SootHouse was quite literally the first YouTube channel i ever watched. Not to be parasocial, but Wilbur’s videos got me through some tough times. His YLYL videos were the only things that brought me joy when Techno’s death announcement was released on my birthday. I really looked up to him.
I don’t want to make this about me, the main thing in this situation is to support Shubble. No matter who the ex is, she deserves all of our unwavering support right now. I hope that if it wasn’t Wilbur that he somehow clears his name soon, but that if it was (im hoping it’s not but im not ignorant enough to blindly disregard all the evidence) that he regrets what he did and is getting help. I believe people can change and that everyone deserves a second chance, but im not going to know what to think of him until he gives a genuine, heartfelt apology for his actions, fully commits to bettering himself, and proves that he’ll never do something like this again.
