You came to us on February 07, 2020. I was ready to hold you until I fell unconscious. I admired your black ears and cried. I cried all evening. I knocked out only because the tears on the cheeks dried up.
I loved every moment. I knew that you would accept me. You bit and ran away. You were afraid of me and everything around. Was it hard for you too?
You took care of me. I don't know if you can understand it, but you took care of me. I closed myself in fur and cried like now. You were afraid, but over time you realized that it was comfort me. You spent so many years with me. You considered me as congener. I want to remember you like this forever. I won't forget you. I'll forget my friends. Forget everyone around. Forget myself. Always do. BUT I WON'T FORGET YOU. You are not human. You never hurt me intentionally. So rest. I'll look after you.
I built up cage again because we bought two male degus. Brothers just started their exploration. They already understood, that I can speak their language as I tried to comfort them. Fedya is a good elder brother. He cares about Senya. And freakenly active younger degu now too tired.
About names? Oh... There was a real fight. Biba and Boba; Chip and Dail; Jul' and Yen and so on. I wanted to call orange one as Shuric and gray as Gena, but it's strange... Because I found PHM is really interesting risently, my parents suggested me Rocky and Grace. Funny, but no.
The best variant in my opinion was names from film "The Lord of the Rings" in Goblin's translation. So that's how Frodo Baggins and Samwise Gamgee become Fedya and Senya.
As for conclusion: Fedya is a big brother, gray and white. He is curious and brave. Senya is a young orange one. He is careful and pretty plastic. I like them. Hope they will too...
Welcome to the master. Here you can find links on each part of my projects, I've posted. Carefully read CW and rules in "heading and warning" post (link up here ↑).
Yeah, I copy here whatever I have (no matter is it done yet). So you can see my plans and kick my lazy ass to end 'em faster.
Please enjoy :>
Projects:
SVHB (Ray and Ryan)
Summary:
A cozy story about the healing and finding of lost peace of mind of a borrewer, Ray, with the support of a man, Ryan.
Tags (more each part):
Main: soft vore safe vore g/t vore borrower depression size difference mentions of death nsx vore
Add: slightly willing mentions of vore willing
Parts:
1) The clearing night sky [RU] [EN]
2) Doubts [RU] [EN]
3) Resonance [RU] [EN]
ASDVMH (Alter story)
Comming soon
DSRVMDS (?sona world?)
Comming soon
Short tellings
Summary:
Experimental or training scribbles by the author. They are not intended to be continued and may contain random, rather serious, tags. Be sure to check out CW!
Tales:
D&D party
anxious [RU] [EN]
Therapy
Training 1 [RU] [EN]
Training 2 [RU] [EN] (main blog)
About encoding
You may have noticed a strange story coding system. If you wanted to know how it's deciphered and why I do it this way, you've come to the right place.
For writing stories, I use the app "Pure Writer" (haha, ironic). It has a system for storing drafts: book - folder - chapter. To avoid getting confused in my own file system, I write a short code for each folder (and chapter, respectively). And you can also refer to a specific chapter of the code for your convenience.
As for the encoding translation, three main points are embedded in them: my avatar's participation; the type or nature of the story; and the type of the main pred and prey.
Well, for example, there's DSRVMDS. In the master file from my file system, the decryption looks like this: DStoryRequiredVoreMonsterDSurvivals.
Basically, no further translation is needed. The story features my character, involves vore for survival, the main predator is my character in a monstrous form, and the victims are survivors of the apocalypse.
(Huge spoiler for now, huh?)
If you really want, I can add transcripts for the other works as well. (I don't want to add them myself yet; I only keep them in the chapter master.)
I'd like to write some stories including: (a little) hard language, fearplay (oh yeah), g/t (sorry, gt community), vore and all that stuff (prefer soft, safe and willing), so kinks and no sfnw except of I've already told you up there.
But I'm also open to normal stories...If they are tagged, of course.
(I might add sth if it'll appears somewhere)
Tag map:
#D-online - post with my main character
#ask / #opinion - questions
#qaStory - stories based on your ideas
#midnight - simple ideas, more brainrot
#chatterBox - no content, just rumbling
Legend:
#inner analysis - how and why my mind is working, based on reflection
In my free time, I often get lost in my head. I don't need feeds or brainrot – I'm perfectly capable of that myself. Dozens of great content ideas pop into my head, but I have nowhere or no one to show them to...
It would be my pleasure if you read the ramblings of a girl with mental problems. So settle comfortably, we are descending into darkness.
About me:
I really like to tell someone about me, but I shouldn't do it much here. Still I give you some hints:
• *cough cough* WOMAN!!! OH GOD, SHE IS A GIRL! ¡!!! ¡!!
• you can call me D or whatever you want
• I like questions, so anytime
• I have a main character and, since I already use it's unique name somewhere else... Let it be Kishin D (or sona spoilers: Drafnix)
• if you somehow came across my other akks, there's no need to mix them up - other akks for everyone, but this one is for sth special~
• you can give me ideas or tasks to do, so it will be #qaStory
• give me any feedback, so I'll understand where to move and make more stuff
• I don't understand relationships of any kind, so I'll try to avoid such topics (sorry guys, only soft stuff)
Rules:
1. You don't have to read the blog if you don't like the markers and tags. I'm not forcing you, and I'm warning you enough to avoid ruining your day.
2. Any adult content markings are purely formal. I have to consider my content this way. Technically, there's a separate, strict filter for this, and that's what I'll use if I decide to include such content.
3. Don't you dare touch my other accounts on this blog - I strive to separate the diverse content.
4. I am open to suggestions, criticism and corrections. Just give me any feedback.
5. You can ask me both: about me and my opinion. If the question is unacceptable in my opinion, I will not answer.
Welcome and have fun!
Oh! If you think it's necessary, ask me to post here original [RU] versions, 'cause [EN] is my second language.
