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[noireeve]

Trolling @labdiommes becayse like...what are friends for? #blackoutTumblr #selfies #selfienation #ChristmasForTheBlackAesthetic #Dadadadum

[thepaulineanatomy]

I wanna feel more than alive.

Hi guythh. Sorry I've been inactive lately. Tho lots had happened. So far I'm still alive, typhoons are invading our country, me being bipolar for the past days, been on tissue probation, more teen angst and eating my emotions, and up down whoop-dee-doo. I know it'll be okay. I just have to have faith. Mom & my lolo both sent me a text message.. "Dont be totally, heavily, unnecessarily worried about everything going wrong around you.. that's my job." - signed: GOD.

I've been scripted lately. Where did my randomness-happy-go-lucky self go. Stressed, unnecessary pressure to have high grades. The awkward moment when I'm sulking and my parents asked me what is wrong with me and they said they are very much happy with my grades, 'try to loosen up, we want you to enjoy college, to be happy, and to not be like that'. Am I being too serious? I guess so. Well okay, Yes. I'm having my control freak syndrome again. Maybe this is happening cos I'm being self sufficient lately. Thus, thinking I can do everything on my own. But I can't. I need God. I want that peace inside of me, the kind of happy that doesn't fade.