Guys can someone explain to me what Derek talking in the vlog's, he got out of a dark place and stuff like that?, because I'm not his fan but I really like him and wanted to know
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Guys can someone explain to me what Derek talking in the vlog's, he got out of a dark place and stuff like that?, because I'm not his fan but I really like him and wanted to know
Derek Luh and Gemini
“When the Airy Gemini and Watery Cancer fall for each other romantically, their relationship may have some ripples and rough stages but soon it will be a peaceful association especially in case of Gemini woman and Cancer man. She admires his chivalry and he loves to cherish her multiple personality display.
A Cancer man is very courageous and money minded person. He lives in his sensations, emotions, and imagination. His love for the chivalrous and noble grace makes him happy. A Cancer man is very intelligent and cautious regarding every matter of personal and professional life. When in a relationship with a Gemini woman, Cancer man cherishes his past and share this with his Gemini woman lover, making his biggest dream come true. His devotion to her is steady, solid and long term. His sense of security is driven by the need to invest and the fear of not having that security when it is needed most.
A Gemini woman is a lady with single soul and many aspects. She can entertain herself as well as the people around by her different skills. She is intelligent and easy to make friends with. Investing is not her cup of tea and she spends money like water goes through a fountain. Mind games are popular with Gemini woman as she loves creating as well as solving puzzles. She changes her thoughts faster than anyone can. Her sentimental gestures and charm keeps her relationship with her Cancer man alive and her display of affection keeps fire in the romance. She never bores her Cancer lover; rather she delights and amuses him most of the time.
A Gemini woman is like a star filled summer night sky with one shooting star that only a Cancer man can see. She wants to travel her Cancer man’s world, as it is a Gemini trait but so does the Cancer man, as he wants to see the world with his Gemini woman and they both want to share their experiences with each other. She tends to show her love through gifts and small items that are admired by her Cancer man but sometimes makes him upset due to such insane extravagance. She goes from miss happy go lucky to a total wreck and then turn around and engage in intellectual conversation showing her abilities and surprising Cancer man. Gemini woman charms her Cancer man with her qualities but never feels that attachment and this is one thing that makes the Cancer man feel insecure and unattended at times. For keeping it smoother, the Gemini woman needs to be a bit more absorbed with her partner rather than wandering around continuously.
Cancer man knows how to treat his lovely Gemini woman like a true lady. He shows his Gemini woman that chivalry is not dead. She is thrilled at such lovely make-believe of a gentler time and usually behaves accordingly. He is the first person who ever shows his lady love, true passion and makes her feel like walking on air. Cancer man’s strong bond with his Gemini woman doesn’t surface alone. His need to possess her comes shortly behind and cuts into their relationship quite maliciously. He does have mood swings but Gemini woman forgets whatever he was venting about two minutes later. When she has her mood swings he just stays quite or consoles her, depending what the situation is. But to realize that his lover is not just a woman who craves to be protected by him but is also one to wander when she feels the need to spread her wings and fly is not too easily digested by him and this can create some small problems.
As the sensitive Cancer man and sparkling Gemini woman conquer the problems in their relationship, they become more compassionate and devoted to each other. They now have their time of wonderful bliss and romantic interludes, leaving all the jealousy and confusion far behind. Attachment is a small word compared to what they both feel for each other and their mutual ‘Walkabouts’ have romantic wandering through their minds! Each sees the unspoken wish reflected in the other’s eyes and does the level best to make the partner happy and fulfill all the dreams. Since both have moods and imaginative mind, they fill their lives with wonderful colors of love and compassion and from beautiful creation of their thoughts they prepare such a wonderful room in their hearts that the other one never wants to leave.
The sexual relationship between Gemini woman and Cancer man is quite inspiring and extremely enjoyable to both. Cancer man’s sensitive nature is likely to mix well with Gemini woman’s ever changing ideas. A Gemini girl is one for having sudden ideas. She may have some changeable ideas about passion. He is quite capable at changing to her needs, making this union one that is easily understandable and quite strong as time passes by. Their love making is usually irresistible as their passion is unbeatable and the satisfaction they get in their oneness is above anything experienced by them in past. Constant change benefits them both in that there is never a boredom of repetition. He may even throw in a little surprise or two of his own. He feels special when she portrays her need for his affection and when he makes love to her he shows her a warmth and protection that her child like heart melts to.
The relationship of Cancer man and Gemini woman has some nasty faults to be taken care of. Gemini woman shall try to persuade her Cancer man into pretty much anything she is interested in, especially when it comes to travel. She may leave if he restricts her on a flight of fancy while her lover waits patiently retreating into seclusion. Cancer man sulks and draws himself back as he craves to have her back in his arms. He needs to be tolerant of the Gemini faults of restlessness and detachment and she should cultivate virtues of patience and sensitivity. They can find their share of happy together, but it will take patience on her part and some adaptability on his.”
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It's just a one night thing - ch3 dluh
It’s been a year since I’ve seen Derek. Do I still think about him? Maybe, but it doesnt matter anymore considering I have a boyfriend now. We’ve been dating for 5 months, and don’t get me wrong, I love him, but he has a tendency of being a real dick and a little agressive from time to time which sometimes makes me want to leave him, but I don’t and I don’t know why. Maybe it’s the fact that I have someone that cares about me and I haven’t had that for a while and I love the feeling of being wanted? We met in China, he was backpacking with some of his friends and I ended up tagging along with them and one thing led to another and now I’m living with him in LA. I know that moving in with someone after 5 months is early, but where am I suppose to go? Back home? I don’t think so, not now anyways. “Babe?” I hear someone yell from the kitchen. “Could you come here for a second?” I groaned and got out of my bed lazily. “What?” I asked entering the kitchen wearing a pair of shorts and a oversized t-shirt. “We don’t have any milk nor bread, could you go buy some?” Connor closed the door to the fridge to earn an annoyed look from me. “What?” “Did you really just asked me to come here for that?” He stared at me as if he didn’t understand what he did wrong. “Why don’t you just go yourself? I always go and you always end up whinning at what I bring back.” “It’s not my fault if you never bring back good food.” Here it goes, another stupid argument because he’s too lazy to move his ass. “I’m not in the mood for this.” I grabbed my wallet and bag and headed out the door not listening to whatever he had to say. I started the engine to my car and drove to the grocery store.
I went down all the ails buying what we needed and a little more including a bucket of chocolate ice cream that I could dig in when I get back to the appartment. As I was walking to the cash register I bumbed into someone quite tall and I quickly apolagized before looking up at the stranger. “Hey I know you.” The stranger blured out. I thought for a second and realised he was Nate, one of Dereks friend. “Y/n right?” “And you’re Nate.” I smiled back. “How are you?” “I’m great, what about you, finished traveling the world?” “No,” I chuckled. “I still have a lot more places I need to see.” I couldn’t help but ask my next question. “So how’s Derek?” “Good…” i saw the hesitation in his eyes. “I mean it’s Derek, you never really know with him.” I nodded my head understandably. I wonder if he remembers me? “Hey, we’re having a party tomorrow night, you should come. I’m sure everyone would like to see you again.” He said genuienly. “Sure, do you mind if I bring a plus one?” “Sure, is she hot?” Nate smirked as I shook ny head. “No, It would be my boyfriend.” “Oh.” Nate did look a little surprise but he said it was fine and with that we said our goodbyes and I headed back to my place.
“Connor, what are your plans tomorrow night?” He pushed back his black hair out of his face as he turned to look at me sitting on our bed. “What did you have in mind?” He walked towards me, his towel wrapped around his hips. He had just gotten out the shower and he looked peticularely hot in the moment. “I bumped into an old friend at the grocery store and he invited me to his party and you’re also invited.” He cupped my face in his hands and slowly kissed my lips. “Why don’t we just stay in tomorrow night and watch a movie?” “Because I want to see my friends.” He seemed a little annoyed, I knew he didn’t want to go, he’s a spoiled child and the only parties he’s been too are the ones where you dress fancy and talk and hold a glass of champagne, and let me just say that it’s extremely boring. “Please.” I begged putting my hands over his. He rolled his eyes but gave in. “Only because I love you.” “Yes.” I squealed, I usually don't even like partying but for some reason I couldn't wait to go, plus I missed getting drunk.
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As I got ready for the party, my mind couldn’t stop thinking about seeing Derek again, is that wrong of me? My thoughts were cut off by Connor walking in as I finished curling my hair into lose curls. “Y/N, you are not going out looking like that.” “Like what?” I asked not really knowing what was wrong with my outfit. “You look like a slut.” He spat. “Excuse me, but I think I’m old enough to chose my own outfit.” I shot angry at his choice of words. He had no right to call me a slut especially if I’m not wearing clothes that are showing my ass or boobs. I looked at my golden dress and didn’t see what the problem was. “Your dress is way to short and your heels make you look like a hooker.” “Oh my god, I can’t believe you just said that.” I grabbed my purse and pushed by him. “If you are going to be a dick to me then you should stay here bacause I don’t want to deal with any of your shit.” “Wait!” He grabbed my arm and made me turn around. “Fine, I won’t say anything about how you look for tonight.” I sighed happy that this time I won this argument. “Okay, now lets go.”
I stared at the house in front of me in awe. This is where Nate lives? Jeasus! I could hear music blasting from outside and I was ready to get myself a drink. I walked inside and automatically walked to the kitchen which was passed the living room like I had guessed. “You came!” I looked to where the voice came from and smiled when I saw who it was. “Hey Nate.” He came for a hug but Connor pulled me away from him and locked his arm around my waist. Nate looked between the two of us awkwardly and I just rolled my eyes. “You must be Y/N’s boyfriend.” Nate smirked at Connor who just huffed and pulled me closer. “Anyways, do you want a drink?” Nate turned his attention back to me. “I’ll take care of bringing a drink to my girlfriend.” Connor shot him a glare. “I’ll be right back.” As soon as he was far away for him not to hear us Nate spoke up. “Some guy you have there.” “He can be sweet.” Nate didn’t seem to be at all convinced and to be honest, I wasnt either. “But he’s a prick most of the time.” “Then why are you with him?” “I mean, I still love him in some twisted way.” Nate was about to say something but Connor came back wrapping his arm around my waist. “So what where you guys talking about?” Before I could tell him a lie I heard a familiar voice behind me. “Yo Skate!” My heart stopped and it took all my strength to turn around and meet the guy I haven’t seen in so long. “You’ll never believe what just- Y/N.” We stared at one another for a while, we were suppose to never see eachother again yet here we were, face to face and for a moment I felt like we were alone in the room. “Who’s this?” Connor asked. Great I had forgotten he was also here. “Who are you?” Derek locked his eyes on Connors arm wrapped around my waist and his jaw clenched. “I’m Connor, Y/N’s boyfriend.” “Oh…” Something changed in Derek’s expression but it soon changed into a smirk. “Your taste changed quite a lot.” He told me before walking away. I didn’t want him to leave, I wanted to know what happened in his life since our last incounter, how he was doing, but I soon realised that I shouldn’t be feeling this way, especially since I had a boyfriend. But for some reason I always cared about Derek. “What did he mean by that?” My boyfriend asked snapping me out of my thoughts. “Nothing.” I chugged down and slid out of his grip to get myself another drink. “Nate, distract Connor for a second, I have to do something.” He nodded his head and made his way to the pretty boy sipping his beer. I quickly slid threw the door going to the backyard and saw Derek sitting on the side of a fire with a girl.“ "What was that back there?” I asked him annoyed. “What are you talking about?” He acted stupid. “Your taste changed quite a lot.” I said in a deep voice to imitate him. “Couldn’t you be like a normal person for a second and just ask me ‘how are you?’” “How are you Y/N?” He asked a playfull smile glued to his face. “I’m good, what about you?” “I’m great.” “Good. Now i’m going to head back to Connor, I’ll see you later.” “Y/N?” I turned around to look at him. “I’ll text you later? Maybe catch up sometimes?” “I’d like that.”
“There you are.” Connor hugged me from behind. “I’ve been seaching for you everywhere and that Nate guy was annoying me as fuck.” I rolled my eyes. I feel like if I keep rolling them, they’ll stay stuck. “Can we go back to the apartment, I don’t really like these people. "But we got here like 2 hours ago can’t we stay longer?” “Not unless you want to walk back to the apartment?” “Fine, I’ll crash here then.” “That wasn’t in the choice of answer.” He said grabbing me by the arm and pulling me out of the house earning some worried looks from KDL and Nate. “Let go of me.” I tried getting out of his grip once we were outside. “You’re hurting me.” I yelled earning his attention. “This is your fault, if you would’ve just came like I told you too.” “For gods sake Connor, I don’t belong to you, you can’t control me! Ever since we moved in together you’ve been acting like a real bitch and it’s really annoying me.” “Oh and you haven’t been acting like a bitch.” I wanted to punch him, insult him and go back inside but I was too tired of this bullshit to say anything. “We’ll talk about this tomorrow now get in the car.”
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