me: wow I really really like this paragraph it came out so nice- me, literally half a second later: I. DON’T. LIKE. IT.
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me: wow I really really like this paragraph it came out so nice- me, literally half a second later: I. DON’T. LIKE. IT.
pros to being friends with me: getting to read my writing before anyone else (bc I will fucking shove it at you like 'here's a heap of shit please set it on fire bye')
cons to being friends with me: literally everything else
me @ myself: you need to chill
also me @ myself: I'll chill when I'm dead
fun drinking game:
- make me reread my own fics
- take a shot every time I make an edit
- have paramedics on standby ;;
tfw someone comments on your fic but then you realize you haven’t updated it in months
me: *after spending days agonizing over the scenes in latest chapter*
me: maybe... it was actually fine the whole time...????
me, editing my fic: *highlights everything red*
this is a problem for tomorrow’s me
writing smut is hard