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[guardiandae]

me: wow I really really like this paragraph it came out so nice- me, literally half a second later: I. DON’T. LIKE. IT.

[46n2ahead]

been a bit since one of these

so I’m gonna dump away

memorial day weekend was cool, took friday off, so I had a 4 day weekend, but I didn’t really do shit...I mowed Friday afternoon, I went out with friends Saturday night....left my phone in the uber car on way home, thankfully I could get hold of the driver and she left it in my mailbox..WHUPS, hello drunky

I’m tired...waking up early after a few days off of not waking up super early sucks schweaty balls

speaking of, I forgot to do laundry for my man panties..hello commado

guess I’ll be doing man panty laundry tonight..WUPSSS

kids started YMCA day camp this week, daughter was excited, son, not so much...

this girl that I can’t stand, who I think is a HORRRIIBBLLLEEEE influence for my daughter is there again. I’ve seen the text messages from her to my daughter and all I know is, an 11 year old shouldn’t be talking like that. Now that she is a year older, no telling wtf she is like now...especially after a year in middle school

yeah yeah I know, they will do what they are gonna do, I can’t help it that I wanna keep her as innocent as possible

it is kinda nice to have her back in my car on the drive to daycare though (my daughter) she had been doing that since she was 4...this year was first year she wasn’t...I missed her :)

June is uber busy....2 birthdays, my mom’s birthday....seems like I’m missing something..ohhhh Fathers Day, but that isn’t as much of a thing for me now...:/

one good thing, June is a 3 paycheck month..wuuttt wuuttttt

Tuesdays that feel like Mondays suck

[spicyghostpepper]

The anti sjw tag is giving me cancer I can't take it

[eriktheshark]

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[mello-maniac]

And along those lines

Every time I hear a Flyleaf song I feel the same as if I put a put a heaping handful of candy corn in my mouth. I chew on the confusing, oversweetened, grainy mixture of regret, that my brain tries sooooo badly to convince me, is delicious... That this was a good decision... That this will somehow bring me back to happy childhood... And all this, I did, fully knowing THERE'S NO WAY I CAN SWALLOW... And yet, I still want, for some unknown reason, want to believe it's good... But it isn't. Flyleaf is my handful of Candy Corn. Why do I torture myself this way?

[zel-a]

I hate bottling up emotions because even the smallest trigger can set you off. Really just want to get lost right now...