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IM THINKING ABOUT WOMENS TITS

OH RIGHT i should show off my new pfp 👀 done by my wonderful and talented friend @hiswillowtree!!

#dae.txt #capitano #self ship #remember when i was so annoying about my ffxiv self ships #i should do that some more here!

finding out the aftg fandom does not envision andrew as a stocky short king is giving me actual mental damage

#five foot nothing dynamite literally about to go off don't tell me that does not sound like every short person you've met #saying this AS a short person #we deserve this andrew whose a stumpy lil dude who definitely stands out as the odd one out in a sports team #thickset petite lil guy whose actually one of the best players exy has ever seen if he puts even 5% of the effort #esp as a contrast to aaron who i envision as a bit taller & leaner #cuz he doesn't run much but he's sturdy and he's Fit & Very good at his job #this is all @ about halfway through the raven king btw #if he's described different in any part of the series beyond this I DON'T WANT TO KNOW DON'T SPOIL ME #but even if he is #i like my speculative hc #andrew minyard #aftg #dae.txt

i want dbd mutuals. be my friend🔫

#dead by daylight #dae.txt #dbd

i need you all to know i prepped last night to top this girl with the biggest strap i own and it got cancelled and i’m extra mad about it so pray for the next person i top cause they’re getting a demon

#dae.txt #i’m not gonna be nice about it

just finished ep1 of smells like green spirit and besides not only being a painfully realistic depiction of queer youth i do find it fascinating how mashima's gender non-conformity (idk if they are trans, haven't read the manga so im not labelling as such) is perceived; internally and externally.

in their mind (the teacher they have a crush on reciprocating, adoring them) vs. how they get treated irl (the drivers, the harassment that comes with presenting femme)

this disconnect of feeling secure in your own skin and society deeming it a pass to cross boundaries

#there's a preassigned societal submission to femininity that anyone who partakes in it has to tolerate #and as violating as it is i imagine its extremely jarring for someone who is experimenting with it after being treated as a man #even if its 'a lesser man'#idk just ramblings from a transmasc perspective #smells like green spirit #jbl #dae.txt

See the thing is, to me, Twins at the heart of it has become about loneliness. Regardless of how much they’re explored or present on screen, every character is so painfully alone. By choice, by circumstances, by accident, just so crippingly lonely.

Sprite is alone by circumstance. He’s alone because no one prefers him, alone because Zee is a better bearer of their mother’s expectations. He’s the older twin and overlooked and he still tries, my goodness he tries so hard that it makes me wonder how anyone in his life can see that and not adore him to pieces. He’s so lonely he thinks his brother’s known nemesis is his closest confidant. In this team full of people who hate the one who wears his face he would rather tackle trying to befriend First, that it is the best choice. Idk if it’s naïveté or just unchallenged confidence he built up as a way to survival but it’s so audacious, it’s kind of brilliant.

And it works, it wears First down, he manages to get these people to like him but at the end of the day, it’s not him they like. This timed repose of belonging but only when he is standing in for someone else. Holding onto Zee’s life while his falls to pieces and for what? No credit, no appreciation, not even a hint of understanding from his mother, his father, even Salmon or Tan.

First is similar in the sense of never getting afforded the favouritism Zee enjoys from his father and his sister being a Zee stan just adds salt to the wound. The only people who prefer him are the team and even then they are so factioned he’s part of the in-group and still stands alone.

Zee, see Zee is so interesting to me cause his loneliness is self-inflicted. Maybe it started when the twins were split, maybe when he became part of the team we don’t know. We’ve only seen the worst parts of him until now and he seems to be content functioning in that window too. He’s thrust into this life w/o any input, seems to be doing it right and he’s still miserable. He has the recognition, he allegedly has the skill, he (undeservedly, in a way) has the girl and he still vows to take over Sprite’s life? And do what? Wreak havoc as him? Permanently replace him? Just hang around to fuck w/Sprite?

Idk where im going w/this, just ruminating about characters from this silly twin swap show.