#dailtentery

[swanalby]

I can’t fucking break hearts, i wish i could

—I would break and burn my own first

[swanalby]

my desire to be loved has brought me nothing but pain

[swanalby]

They are both mysteries, with one I didn't want to do anything and with other I want to do everything but opposite happens.

With one I forget who I am and with other I find my true self. Where one frustrates me, annoys me and drives me crazy with desire other wants me to lie in sunlit meadows and doze off.

With one I can't stop find anything to talk about and with other I can't stop talking about things, music, movies, books, nature and myself and about him.

Where one makes me want to commit sins other brings balance and quiet in my life.