one night, we were fighting, and it was a terrible fight
not bickering
fighting.
and you asked me if the reason why I was so enamored with you was because I wanted to "save you" and I cried because I was so angry because I thought to myself, how fucking dare he ask me this when every time I talk to him all I can see is that he is everything that is beautiful in this ugly world?
so of course not,
you were and are and will always be perfect to me
yes, maybe, it is true, I make you want to be a better person
and maybe that was you thinking, at the time, she wants to change me, she wants me to be this person and I'm not it
when in reality, in a way, maybe you resented the fact that it was you wanted to be a better person so much because you wanted to be with me and you refused to believe that you were capable of it and you never even believed in love so why did you think it was possible for you to leave your comfort zone for a girl who claims to love you? where was the proof? right?
have you found it?
has it been proven?
yes, it has.
over and over
and over
and over
and
over.
and I'm so happy you finally embraced it and realized it
because you really do belong with me
and you always have.
