#tv: slow horses#otp: lamb x standish#obsessed with how this plays out#'you really do pick em' what do you meeeeeeean#his contempt#but also the way the second question he asks her you know is a question he's turned over in his own mind for too long#the way she shrinks away from him and he MAKES her stand in his space and say it#the way his eyes shift as he watches her walk away#all their walls crumbling to pieces but he can't let it go#neither of them can let it go#and i am feeling perfectly well also okayyyyyy#a part of each of them died behind a wall [alcoholism; berlin] and to move forward they can never ever open that crypt#and so they tear each other apart here Not to be weird, I desperately want to watch you read this scene in the book. Like can you live stream it? I need to experience that again as an observer.
omg not weird at all - what book is this in?
i am... a completionist who wants to read them in order so i am starting at the beginning and it may take me a while, but i am obsessed with this scene in the show and i literally can't imagine not going feral over it in the books. i have so many thoughts and they're going to make me go insane about it
i keep seeing book quotes for them on posts completely without context and losing my mind, so
it bodes well
