Apr 1
it hurts so so much , this wasn’t supposed to happen for fuck sakes
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it hurts so so much , this wasn’t supposed to happen for fuck sakes
my life feels so off now , my routine is off , I can’t stand to be in my room or my house, literally sleeping on my cousins couch the last 2 days.
I fought so hard to get out of this only for it to happen again and sting even more, i miss him, I miss him so much , I can’t even type everything or will start crying. I need to hear him say I love you again , I need to feel his lips again. sorry guys I need to just wallow in this for abit, I feel safe here to express my word vomit
this break up has me so confused and upset. I’m not thinking clearly, I’m so so angry, I feel lied too, I feel bad for posting things , I don’t want to accuse him of cheating and I’m not trying to I’m just trying to understand. I just keep exploding. how can someone just stop loving someone like that. I have to make sense of it in my brain so im thinking of every possible thing that could’ve gone wrong.
being alone with my thoughts is so bad rn :( I hate it there’s a lump in my throat , I really thought he loved me. I was so stupid. I keep trying to tell myself it isn’t my fault. I’m fighting it so hard in my head.