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Missed the Chance

Dear You,

I don't know why I often dream of you. Is it because we never had the chance to talk about us? Is it because we chose to shut our feelings in purpose? Right. We never had the chance, believing it was wrong. That's why our souls continue to meet each other to do what our hearts never did.

Although we missed that chance and accepted our fate, I want you to know that you were my first love. I know. I lied to you about that before. I told you weren't, but you were. I lied because I was afraid. I lied because I was coward to tell you the truth. Back then I cannot understand myself. I like you but I hate you too. Huh! Sounds funny right? But it's true. My heart felt that it liked you, contrary to my brain. It always end up to forget you and focused to something else.

I kept telling myself you weren't a Big Deal. But you were. You were as big as my world. You became my world though. I clearly remember those times when our eyes met as coinscidence.. but I felt as if it was intended. We merely looked upon each other. I always chase your eyes! You bastard! Why cannot you tell something! As if I'm gonna eat you! Damn. We missed that chance.

I could also remember the tease of our annoying friends. They even locked us in the classroom! We got bullied! I even pretend to get angry for god's sake! But I wanna know how did you feel that time? Are you happy? Disappointed? Scared? Honestly, I felt ashamed. My heart beaten so fast and I couldn't breathe. I was also scared for what ifs. We never talked. Again. We missed that chance.

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Unsaid feelings are the worst. Right? #damnfeelings #broken #damagedpeople

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blackbear - Anxiety (feat. FRND)

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Yeah she wanted me to be I her life.... every few weeks... and I can't stop thinking about her.

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Hi....its been a while.

Well....well.... I thought I'd drop in and say a couple of things.....good and bad things.... So here goes nothing (And I don't care for punctuation.....so if you see a bunch of junk like that please disregard and just understand where I am at ...) So....first and foremost....I've been good.....I work a job that I love....I hang with people that enjoy my existence (some of them).....I've been writing music and performing....get all sorts of crazy offers for that..... And I've been just existing..... Nothing could bring me down from this ..... Absolutely nothing.....besides the fact that I gave my heart and soul away....... (Here comes the bad.) So....4 years.....of love....4 years of just giving it my all.....into something that heart so much...... Imma be painfully honest.....I hate myself for it......I hate the fact that it didn't work out.....I hate the fact that I gave myself to her......like she was the only one that was ever going to have it........and I could have sworn that was going to be true.....but I still felt empty....and dead inside at the time...... I loved her.....I fucking loved her....and there is no way of coming back from that..... People say that having sex intertwines you and that person forever..... My God were they right.....I feel like nothing without her right now.....and thats more or less my own issue of just never really letting her go.....but its been a while since I've actually thought about this.... like.....she was my one and only.......and I feel like if i try to....with anyone else.....it wouldn't be right.....I'd be leaving her..... Leaving her is the right thing to do though.....so why am I freaking out.....? Because dammit......i love her.....and she's still part of my damn soul.....whether she or I wanted it to be or not...... I let her into my in-most being........I let her soul touch mine......the most intimate part of me was talking and moving with the most intimate part of her......theres no other way of describing it other than....she has a chunk of me with her.....and i have a chunk of her with me..... I wouldn't be surprised if she thought about me and all of this.... But I hate it.....because I cant just move forward...thinking that the past is dead to me now.....especially looking at the future me and whoever...... I want the next relationship to mean something.......I don't want to reflect my past and believe that it should be how it was with my ex.....how fucking selfish is that? It's painful to even admit all this.....I'm in this wormhole.....of constant memories....and I can't seem to find the right ways of destroying what created all of it..... I don't know....maybe now I'm just rambling. But ya....anyway how was your year?

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