JazzBeeU

No One Cares

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Moving on from friendship is harder to do than from your lover.

Me who always regret to what I’v done

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I can't find me anymore..

my dead brain cells 

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Somewhere in between who I used to be..

my dead brain cells

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Still alive here in boulevard of broken dreams..

my dead brain cells 

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Death is the only option you see because you don't know how to live anymore..

my dead brain cells

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Things I couldn’t tell in front of you

Sorry if I couldn’t tell you the truth. Those three words that I’m afraid to say in front of you but the shame was on me I don’t have that enough guts to do this in personal. Wishing I can borrow just a little moment from you but I can’t. The moment you said that you were thankful on what I’ve done because it push your love to admit his love to you,I really don’t know what to feel. Little great full or little regret full. YES! I admit it to myself by this moment YOU THE ONE WHO I LOVE. YOU GIVE ME HEARTACHES ‘TILL THIS TIME.

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Conversation with crush

Her: hey

Me: what?

H: I just want to ask you something. Please don't get offended.

M: did I do anything wrong?

H: nuh, never mind. I'll just say it to you personally tomorrow.

M: OK

M: (deep inside: fuck does she found out that I'm the one who gave her flower and letters) (fuck des she found out that I like her?) (Fuck does everything will change starting tomorrow?)

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Make them please

In a world where every eye looks at you Who criticizes every little thing that you do Saying that your beliefs are not true Destroying you by making this issue Avoiding you like you're a freak Yelling that you make them feel sick Those words makes you feel weak In the corner you bare the pain of their kick Oh Lord God Is this your fate Absorbing the pain of their hate The fact that you can't enter in the heaven's gate Is like you gain a ton on your weight You break up to the ones who makes you laugh Thinking you're not the right one for their love Wishing you could be strong enough To fight for the love but shit this is pretty tough Thoughts came up in your mind Stating that your society is really blind Like You who also have been declined Has lost its hope in this mankind

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Make them please

In a world where every eye looks at you Who criticizes every little thing that you do Saying that your beliefs are not true Destroying you by making this issue Avoiding you like you're a freak Yelling that you make them feel sick Those words makes you feel weak In the corner you bare the pain of their kick Oh Lord God Is this your fate Absorbing the pain of their hate The fact that you can't enter in the heaven's gate Is like you gain a ton on your weight You break up to the ones who makes you laugh Thinking you're not the right one for their love Wishing you could be strong enough To fight for the love but shit this is pretty tough Thoughts came up in your mind Stating that your society is really blind Like You who also have been declined Has lost its hope in this mankind

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I'm a fool for you.

I walk the line

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Lets's waste time while we're young.

Wasting time

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voiceless

Those fucking people really don’t know that every time I felt alone I overthink.. 

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How could I sleep if this demon of mine keep on messing up with my mind

Deep inside of my mind

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That moment when you realize you're just a piece of shit in her life.

Over thinking mind

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How was I supposed to know that you were over me?

Damn If I Do Ya

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Go when I'm the one who's setting you out.

Dear Maria, count me in

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If you make the same mistakes I will love you either way

safe inside